The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. I., No. 3, November, 1834Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. I., No. 3, November, 1834
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The feelings engendered in the heart of Willis, (for that was the name
of the usurer,) by the kindness of his benefactor, were envy and bitter
hatred. Envy, that he possessed the means to be generous; hatred, that
having them he was so. But his heart rejoiced when he reflected that
this very generosity would betray itself; and as he counted his own
increasing gains, and became acquainted with the diminished and
decreasing resources of his friend, he foresaw the time would come when
their relative situations would be changed--when the patron would in
turn become the suitor, and be dependant on his former menial's bounty.
The time did come. A small loan was requested, and granted with
cheerfulness. "The spider" as Heywood afterwards said, "had spun his
first line." Then came a demand for a larger sum, which was raised with
a pretence of great difficulty. Another thread was wrapped around the
body of the victim. Slowly, silently, cautiously, these tiny lines were
drawn, with a touch so light, that they were not felt until the web was
fully formed--the prey secure--fluttering and struggling in the
toils,--but vainly struggling; for those little threads had been plied
and twisted into a cord of strength to bind the unshorn Sampson.
Of all the galling miseries that man is heir to, the most intolerable,
the most debasing, the most corroding to the heart, the most
destructive to the mind, is the consciousness of debt without the means
of payment. Oh! what days of humiliation, what nights of nervous
wakefulness, or else of dreaming horror, does he abide, on whose
oppressed spirit is laid the load of payments he cannot meet, of
obligations he cannot cancel. For him, though the sun shines abroad,
there is no beauty in his beams. The earth is clothed with verdure, and
a thousand odorous flowers are scattered in his path. He heeds them
not; their perfume is wasted on him. The moon rides in liquid lustre,
and the myriad stars break forth in light, and the whole heaven is
clothed with exceeding glory; but there is a darkness in his soul no
light can penetrate--a grief at his heart no beauties of nature can
assuage. His energies are dead; they fester beneath the pall of
despair.
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