The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 1, December, 1835Various
General
The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 1, December, 1835
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I had scarcely completed my work, when a footstep in the hold forced
me to make use of it. A man passed by my place of concealment with a
feeble and unsteady gait. I could not see his face, but had an
opportunity of observing his general appearance. There was about it an
evidence of great age and infirmity. His knees tottered beneath a load
of years, and his entire frame quivered under the burthen. He muttered
to himself in a low broken tone, some words of a language which I
could not understand, and groped in a corner among a pile of
singular-looking instruments, and decayed charts of navigation. His
manner was a wild mixture of the peevishness of second childhood, and
the solemn dignity of a God. He at length went on deck, and I saw him
no more.
* * * * *
A feeling, for which I have no name, has taken possession of my
soul--a sensation which will admit of no analysis, to which the
lessons of by-gone time are inadequate, and for which I fear futurity
itself will offer me no key. To a mind constituted like my own the
latter consideration is an evil. I shall never,--I know that I shall
never--be satisfied with regard to the nature of my conceptions. Yet
it is not wonderful that these conceptions are indefinite, since they
have their origin in sources so utterly novel. A new sense, a new
entity is added to my soul.
It is long since I first trod the deck of this terrible ship, and the
rays of my destiny are, I think, gathering to a focus.
Incomprehensible men! Wrapped up in meditations of a kind which I
cannot divine, they pass me by unnoticed. Concealment is utter folly
on my part, for the people _will not_ see. It was but just now that I
passed directly before the eyes of the mate,--it was no long while ago
that I ventured into the captain's own private cabin, and took thence
the materials with which I write, and have written. I shall from time
to time continue this journal. It is true that I may not find an
opportunity of transmitting it to the world, but I will not fail to
make the endeavor. At the last moment I will enclose the MS. in a
bottle, and cast it within the sea.
An incident has occurred which has given me new room for meditation.
Are such things the operations of ungoverned Chance? I had ventured
upon deck and thrown myself down, without attracting any notice, among
a pile of ratlin-stuff and old sails in the bottom of the yawl. While
musing upon the singularity of my fate, I unwittingly daubed with a
tar-brush the edges of a neatly-folded studding-sail which lay near me
on a barrel. The studding-sail is now bent upon the ship, and the
thoughtless touches of the brush are spread out into the word
DISCOVERY.
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