The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 12, November, 1836Various
General
The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 12, November, 1836
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Let me see;—yes, I had been out. It was late at night when I reached
home, and found the proudest of the three proud brothers, waiting to
see me—urgent business he said: I recollect it well. I hated that man
with all a madman’s hate. Many and many a time had my fingers longed
to tear him. They told me he was there. I ran swiftly up stairs. He
had a word to say to me. I dismissed the servants. It was late, and we
were alone together—_for the first time_.
I kept my eyes carefully from him at first, for I knew what he little
thought—and I gloried in the knowledge—that the light of madness
gleamed from them like fire. We sat in silence for a few minutes. He
spoke at last. My recent dissipation, and strange remarks, made so
soon after his sister’s death, were an insult to her memory. Coupling
together many circumstances which had at first escaped his
observation, he thought I had not treated her well. He wished to know
whether he was right in inferring that I meant to cast a reproach upon
her memory, and a disrespect upon her family. It was due to the
uniform he wore, to demand this explanation.
This man had a commission in the army—a commission, purchased with my
money, and his sister’s misery. This was the man who had been foremost
in the plot to ensnare me, and grasp my wealth. This was the man who
had been the main instrument in forcing his sister to wed me; well
knowing that her heart was given to that puling boy. Due! Due to _his_
uniform! The livery of his degradation! I turned my eyes upon him—I
could not help it—but I spoke not a word.
I saw the sudden change that came upon him, beneath my gaze. He was a
bold man, but the color faded from his face, and he drew back his
chair. I dragged mine nearer to him; and as I laughed—I was very merry
then—I saw him shudder. I felt the madness rising within me. He was
afraid of me.
‘You were very fond of your sister when she was alive’—I said—‘Very.’
He looked uneasily round him, and I saw his hand grasp the back of his
chair: but he said nothing.
‘You villain,’ cried I, ‘I found you out; I discovered your hellish
plots against me; I know her heart was fixed on some one else before
you compelled her to marry me. I know it—I know it.’
He jumped suddenly from his chair, brandished it aloft, and bid me
stand back—for I took care to be getting closer to him all the time I
spoke.
I screamed rather than talked, for I felt tumultuous passions eddying
through my veins, and the old spirits whispering and taunting me to
tear his heart out.
‘Damn you,’ said I, starting up, and rushing upon him; ‘I killed her.
I am a madman. Down with you. Blood, blood, I will have it.’
I turned aside with one blow, the chair he hurled at me in his terror,
and closed with him; and with a heavy crash, we rolled upon the floor
together.
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