The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 3, February, 1836Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 3, February, 1836
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
rosebushes, and crooked hedges, I quickly turned, as the light from
the house streamed before me, and looking {163} up to the window, I
beheld the form of Ellen Pilton in an attitude which arrested my
attention, and chained my footsteps to the earth. Her head was resting
on her right hand, while in her left she held the fatal evergreen
which had marked with tenderness our earliest acquaintance. A dark and
fleecy cloud of long and luxuriant hair swept over her marbled brow.
Her cheek was illuminated with a vermillion glow, like those bright
colors which decorate the holiness of some antique missal, while the
ardent gaze which she bestowed on this memorial of my treachery,
mingled itself with the patient melancholy which disease had written
on her face. I saw her weep like a child, as she replaced it in her
bosom; and at that moment the giant voice of conscience rang through
my heart, pealing the knell of my perfidy and duplicity. Chastened by
contrition--humbled by the consciousness of my own falsehood--and
elevated by this unerring indication of her singleness of heart, I
felt the contagion of resistless sympathy, and on that silent spot I
poured out the pure orisons of a love which had sprung from the
blackest passion of my nature. I continued in a fixed posture for many
moments, inebriated into utter forgetfulness of my flagrant violation
of honor. A feeling of debasement came over me, and yielding to its
influence, I turned away from the window. My position was no sooner
changed, than I was met by Edmund Pilton,--his face almost touching my
shoulder.
"Mr. Granby," said he, in a voice of stifled anger, "an
eavesdropper!--a cowardly intruder on female privacy!--I wish him
profit in his honorable profession, and may darkness ever hide his
blush of shame."
I staggered back with fear and agitation; and for the only time in my
life I felt as a coward. Nature had given me courage, and education
had endowed me with that chivalry which feared only the shame of fear;
yet that consciousness of disgrace which wrecks the proudest heart,
left me the shuddering craven of its withering power.
"Mr. Pilton must excuse me," I replied; "I was endeavoring to find the
way to--" here I half uttered a rising falsehood. "I will satisfy him
at another time of my innocence--I must now retire."
"Certainly, sir," said he, "you may retire, and rest in the shade of
your victorious laurels; but remember--" and here his hollow voice
increased in volume, and quivered with passion, "that if ever you
again approach my sister in any shape or form, I will put you to
death, even in her hallowed presence. I refused your foolish
challenge; but there is a point beyond which prudence loses all its
virtues, and the next time I chastise you for an insult to a sister,
your blood shall write the record. Neither darkness shall conceal,
cowardice protect, nor lunacy excuse you!"
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