The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 4, March, 1836Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 4, March, 1836
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I returned to the ship, and dropping a hasty line to my uncle,
informing him of the reasons which compelled me to leave Virginia,
despatched it by the last canoe which quitted our side, and retiring
to sleep I did not awake until the ship was dancing gaily over the
broad waters of the Atlantic. I looked on the furrowed track behind
me--and, far in the amber west, the lessening glory of the Virginian
coast was sinking in the wilderness of waters. With a fixed and
quenchless eye I watched its expiring outline, and when it had sunk
down into a wavy and shadowy mist, I felt as the exile whose
pulseless heart has heard the requiem of hope and the knell of love.
Young, inexperienced, and ignorant of the world, I was launched like
a rotten barque in the tempestuous ocean of man, while home, love,
hope and all the primal sympathies of the human heart, were to me,
sealed, buried, and forever annihilated. I had fled!--leaving a name
associated with the scorn of honor and the vengeance of society. Who
that heard of me would believe me innocent in the duel with Ludwell,
or who would believe that self-defence prompted my attack on the life
of Pilton? God in his goodness gave us tears! I had them not, and
from a tearless eye I became sullen and satisfied, with no human
passion but an increased affection for Ellen Pilton, which streamed
through my heart like phosphoric words on the dark walls of a cavern.
I was proud to be the victim of wayward and adverse circumstances,
and yielding to their mystic control, I found that destiny weaves an
argument which philosophy cannot unravel.
On the second day of our voyage, Scipio presented himself, telling me
that he was sent from Chalgrave with letters for the ship, that he
had discovered me through my disguise, that he had secreted himself
on board of the vessel, and that he was determined to follow me to
the end of the world. I soon settled the manner and purpose of his
appearance with the captain, and found in the priceless fidelity of
my servant, a green spot on which my heart might rest from its storm
of revenge and misanthropy.
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