The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
"Why! She is more beautiful than a dream."
"Say not so. Would I could see, that I might prove to the world how
much more beautiful thou art. There is no music in _her_ voice."
The evening before Lucille departed, she sat up late with St. Amand
and her mother. They conversed on the future; they made plans; in the
wide sterility of the world, they laid out the garden of household
love, and filled it with flowers, forgetful of the wind that scatters
and the frost that kills. And when, leaning on Lucille's arm, St.
Amand sought his chamber, and they parted at his door, which closed
upon her, she fell down on her knees at the threshold, and poured out
the fulness of her heart in a prayer for his safety, and the
fulfilment of her timid hope.
At daybreak she was consigned to the conveyance that performed the
short journey from Malines to Bruxelles. When she entered the town,
instead of seeking her aunt, she rested at an auberge in the suburbs,
and confiding her little basket of lace to the care of its hostess,
she set out alone, and on foot, upon the errand of her heart's lovely
superstition. And erring though it was, her faith redeemed its
weakness--her affection made it even sacred. And well may we believe,
that the eye which reads all secrets scarce looked reprovingly on that
fanaticism, whose only infirmity was love.
So fearful was she, lest, by rendering the task too easy, she might
impair the effect, that she scarcely allowed herself rest or food.
Sometimes, in the heat of noon, she wandered a little from the
road-side, and under the spreading lime-tree surrendered her mind to
its sweet and bitter thoughts; but ever the restlessness of her
enterprise urged her on, and faint, weary, and with bleeding feet, she
started up and continued her way. At length she reached the ancient
city, where a holier age has scarce worn from the habits and aspects
of men the Roman trace. She prostrated herself at the tomb of the
Magi: she proffered her ardent but humble prayer to Him before whose
son those fleshless heads (yet to faith at least preserved) had,
nearly eighteen centuries ago, bowed in adoration. Twice every day,
for a whole week, she sought the same spot, and poured forth the same
prayer. The last day an old priest, who, hovering in the church, had
observed her constantly at devotion, with that fatherly interest which
the better ministers of the Catholic sect (that sect which has covered
the earth with the mansions of charity) feel for the unhappy,
approached her as she was retiring with moist and downcast eyes, and
saluting her, assumed the privilege of his order, to inquire if there
was aught in which his advice or aid could serve. There was something
in the venerable air of the old man which encouraged Lucille; she
opened her heart to him; she told him all. The good priest was much
moved by her simplicity and earnestness. He questioned her minutely as
to the peculiar species of blindness with which St. Amand was
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