The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Thus was it, indeed. By a singular fatality, the burning suns and the
sharp dust of the plains of Egypt had smitten the young soldier, in
the flush of his career, with a second--and this time, with an
irremediable--blindness! He had returned to France to find his hearth
lonely; Julie was no more--a sudden fever had cut her off in the midst
of youth; and he had sought his way to Lucille's house, to see if one
hope yet remained to him in the world!
And when, days afterward, humbly and sadly he re-urged a former suit,
did Lucille shut her heart to its prayer? Did her pride remember its
wound--did she revert to his desertion--did she say to the whisper of
her yearning love--_"thou hast been before forsaken?"_ That voice and
those darkened eyes pleaded to her with a pathos not to be resisted;
"I am once more necessary to him," was all her thought--"if I reject
him, who will tend him?" In that thought was the motive of her
conduct; in that thought gushed back upon her soul all the springs of
checked, but unconquered, unconquerable love! In that thought she
stood beside him at the altar, and pledged, with a yet holier devotion
than she might have felt of yore, the vow of her imperishable truth.
And Lucille found, in the future, a reward which the common world
could never comprehend. With his blindness returned all the feelings
she had first awakened in St. Amand's solitary heart; again he yearned
for her step--again he missed even a moment's absence from his
side--again her voice chased the shadow from his brow--and in her
presence was a sense of shelter and of sunshine. He no longer sighed
for the blessing he had lost; he reconciled himself to fate, and
entered into that serenity of mood which mostly characterizes the
blind. Perhaps, after we have seen the actual world, and experienced
its hollow pleasures, we can resign ourselves the better to its
exclusion; and as the cloister which repels the ardor of our hope is
sweet to our remembrance, so the darkness loses its terror when
experience has wearied us with the glare and travail of the day. It
was something, too, as they advanced in life, to feel the chains that
bound him to Lucille strengthening daily, and to cherish in his
overflowing heart the sweetness of increasing gratitude; it was
something that he could not see years wrinkle that open brow, or dim
the tenderness of that touching smile; it was something that to him
she was beyond the reach of time, and preserved to the verge of a
grave (which received them both within a few days of each other,) in
all the bloom of her unwithering affection--in all the freshness of a
heart that never could grow old!
For the Southern Literary Messenger.
SONG--_By the Author of Vyvyan_.
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