The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35
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American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
"Can Mr. Wilberforce forgive and forget one who has injured him much?
Oh! how I reproach myself for having given you hopes, my friend, that
can never be realized. Mr. Wilberforce, you must forget me; and oh,
can you not attribute my strange conduct to my youth? I am so young
and thoughtless. Indeed, I would not willingly give you pain. Can we
not continue friends? I hope we may, but indeed you must forget the
promises I have made you, and if possible forgive me. I find I do not
love you as I ought. Let us be friends, but nothing more. MARY."
Tim had seen his mother watching his countenance while he was reading:
so putting on a smile, "Is that all? Pshaw, I thought it was something
important," said he, going to the outer door. "Harry, there is no
occasion to wait--no answer is necessary." Slam went the door. The
bolt rang with a double turn. The letter was wadded in his breeches'
pocket. "Who was that letter from, Tim?" said his mother. "A young
friend has asked me to go serenading with him," replied honest Tim.
Down he sat, with his feet upon the fender, and his arms folded over
his breast. Then seizing the poker,--punch, punch, punch--you would
have sworn it was freezing. Every coal was upturned--the room was
filled with dust and smoke. "My son, it is not very cold to-night."
Tim kept stirring the fire. "Did you desire to have the old house
painted, Tim? If you wish it, my son"--"madam?"--"You were saying,
Timothy, that you were about to tell me something?" "Did I?" Down went
the poker, and Tim paced the apartment.
My good friend, were you in such a situation, what would you do? Only
think of that rap at the door at such a moment--of the contents of
that _love_ epistle--of that dear uncle Harry! For my part, I shall
ever believe as long as I live, that there is something in names, and
that none but a very old Harry Scratch himself could have been charged
with such a scrawl. What would you have done? Tell the old lady the
whole matter? What! with all those contending, conflicting
feelings--passions--hopes--blasted and utterly {106} destroyed! As for
me, I think a man would be _almost_ excusable if he had walked
premeditatedly to his razor case and cut his throat. Tim did no such
thing. He walked to--bed.
Will you be so kind as to explain to me, why little Mary--our sweet,
innocent, flaxen-haired little Molly, who was as much in love as ever
lassie was, should have acted thus strangely? You who pretend to
fathom the profundity of human motives and to ascribe proper causes
for every action, will you unriddle this enigma? But the day before,
she was as kind, as affectionate as usual, and in every way the same
to Tim. From this time forward, too, she was as friendly as any other
friend; and yet, as indifferent as if their hearts had never beat in
unison--as if their eyes had never read the inmost thought of each
others soul--as if their lips:--to me and to Tim, it is utterly
inexplicable.
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