The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35
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American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
{109} He took the little orphan to his home, and in her found the
object he had sought. Upon her he lavished all his bounty--bestowed
upon her the best education the capabilities of the country
afforded--and at a proper age, placed her in an eligible seminary in
the city of ----, whence indeed, at the time of Heywood's first
interview with her, she had just returned.--Perhaps the disposition of
Miss Willis--that of great sweetness with very little energy or
passion, was particularly calculated to win upon such a man as
Heywood. Himself all passion, burning with the consciousness of
uncommon powers, urged into action by the ever goading stimulus of a
brain that teemed with strong and beautiful thought,--now breaking out
into commanding eloquence--now running over with sparkling wit,--it
was enjoyment to him to find repose in another. His mind self taxed to
its utmost limit, was refreshed, and soothed, and solaced by the calm
and even purity which dwelt within that form of intoxicating
loveliness. Perhaps with persons constituted like Heywood, the same
ardor of passion might be exhibited towards any object, "in whose
fresh cheek" they might "meet the power of fancy;" perhaps their
glowing temperament would vest with beauty both of mind and person,
those who to common eyes had nothing to distinguish them. Be this as
it may, it is certain that he loved Miss Willis, deeply, devotedly,
ardently--with tender delicacy and with manly passion. Whether his
feelings were reciprocated by her, to the extent of which she was
capable, it is not for me to say: that secret lies within her own
bosom. Heywood thought so. He was constant in his attentions to her,
which seemed to be well received, and were certainly encouraged by
Willis. The only annoyance Heywood experienced, arose from his
feelings towards the latter. Greater familiarity with his character
had not, it is true, increased his abhorrence of it; perhaps it had
diminished it;--for as the visual eye becomes accustomed to look
without winking upon the disgusting and even the terrible, so does the
mental, and sad to say, the constant recurrence of deeds of vice,
lessens the sense of detestation which they at first inspired. But
there was something very galling to his pride, in the idea of
connecting himself in so close a manner with Willis as he must
necessarily do, if he married his daughter; only his adopted daughter,
it is true: but still in no action that could evince a parent's
fondness and a parent's care, had he been wanting to her--and he was
unquestionably entitled to a full return of that affection that might
be looked for from a properly disposed child; and as certainly did he
receive it from Miss Willis, whose respectful love for him was without
stint or measure. The struggle between pride and passion, seldom
eventuates in favor of the former, particularly where our feelings are
uninfluenced by the effect our actions may produce upon the minds of
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