The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35
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American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
"Say you so, sir," shouted Willis, with an air of vindictive triumph.
"Then be miserable, for I would see her, gladly see her, and I love
her too, a rotting corpse in her winding sheet--or worse, a common
beggar in the public road, for all the world to spit on if they
choose, before you should call her wife. I am glad that you love her
too. If you loved her ten thousand times better than you do--if you
went mad for love, as they tell me some fools do, I should like it all
the better. I wanted you to love her, and I saw you would love her,
and I sort of encouraged you to do so, just that when you were fairly
fixed, I might have the satisfaction to tell you that you should not
have her; and now I think we're quits. You dared to tread upon me--to
flout me in the open court-house, before a whole crowd of people, when
you could have all the talk to yourself, and my mouth was shut and my
hands as good as tied. But my turn has come, and if I have'nt paid you
back, and with a stinging interest, my name is not Abraham Willis; and
so good morning to you. You need'nt write no notes, nor send no
messages to my daughter. She knows my mind, and she is satisfied with
it. She wants no man for a husband who has abused her father. Once
more, good morning to you." And with another of his demon like smiles,
he departed.
Heywood remained as a man stupified, without change of position or
movement of a muscle, every feature rigidly fixed as if cut out of
marble, his whole appearance more like a breathing statue than a
living creature. Yet who shall say what torturing thought was pressing
on that brain--what stormy passions struggling in that bosom. Did the
uprooting of his heart's affection, the total prostration of his
hopes, the utter destruction of his anticipated bliss, smite him to
despair; or did his powerful mind confront the evils that beset him,
and although deeply wounded, rise in triumph from the conflict? It is
only by the effects we can judge, and these to common observation were
not remarkable. It is true, he resigned his seat in the legislature,
and altogether withdrew himself from social intercourse, and save when
necessitated by his professional duties, rarely left the solitude of
his rooms. There his time was devoted to study; not confined to the
acquisition of legal knowledge, but of literature in general. He
collected about him a noble library, and made himself master of its
contents; but though he {111} heaped up knowledge such as few possess,
and added daily to his mental stores, it was even as a miser gathers
pelf, to gloat upon the heap in private, but impart to none its
benefits. Still, although he thus secluded himself, when he did appear
abroad, there was nothing of gloom about him, or marked reserve in his
manner to his fellow men. He might even sometimes have been thought
gay. He would jest himself, and laugh at other's jests; but all this
was but "outward seeming." There was no joy of the heart--no "flow of
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