The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Volume I., 1834-35
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American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
"It is in your power to be all you have been--nay, more; for many men
rise to eminence, but how few when once they have sunk, have energy
and firmness to regain the proud height from which they fell. It may
be a work of time to you--it must be one of unbending resolution; but
with such a mind and such attainments as your's, it will require
nothing more. In the meantime, you shall not be harassed by debts, nor
tortured by poverty. I have means, my friend--ample means; wealth
beyond my hopes or wishes. It is useless to me, for my habits are
frugal, and my expenses do not reach a fourth of my income. I will
place in your hands the requisite sum to free you from all
incumbrance, and enable you to pursue the plan I propose; and it shall
be a debt between us, to be repaid when you are once more in
prosperous circumstances. If this place be disagreeable to you, remove
to some other; I will accompany you: all places now are the same to
me. Do this Heywood, I conjure, I implore you; and you will confer on
me a degree of happiness which nothing I have ever yet compassed could
equal. What say you?"
"I say as Nero said--'It is too late.' You speak of my mind and my
attainments. It must be plain to you as it is to me, that whatever
that mind may have been in the flower of my youth and the pride of my
manhood, it is now weakened, broken, dropping to decay; and what
avails knowledge, learning, the deep research into ancient wisdom, the
unwearied study of modern science? When the judgment that should
direct their use is fled, they become a pile of worthless lore. No, I
am a lost, degraded wretch--a mockery and a byword--
'A fixed figure for the time of scorn
To point his slow, unmoving finger at.'
There is nothing left for me but to die and be forgotten."
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