His fevered eyes were opened at last and he saw war as it is for the first time. It had meant nothing before this reckoning of the dead and wounded after battle--sixty thousand men from the Rapidan to Cold Harbor in thirty days--ten thousand five hundred in the futile dash against Petersburg--four thousand in the crater--five thousand five hundred more now on this torn, twisted railroad, and all a failure--not an inch of ground gained. These torn and mangled bundles of red rags he had watched the men dump into trenches and cover with dirt had meant nothing real. They were only loathsome things to be hidden from sight before the bugles called the army to move. Now he saw a vision. Over every dark bundle on those blood-soaked fields bent a brother, a father, a mother, a sister or sweetheart. He heard their cries of anguish until all other sounds were dumb. The heaps of amputated legs and arms he had seen so often without a sigh were bathed now in tears. The surgeons with their hands and arms and clothes soaked with red--he saw them with the eyes of love--scene on scene in hideous review--the young officer at Cold Harbor whose leg they were cutting off without the use of chloroform, his face convulsed, his jaws locked as the knife crashed through nerve and sinew, muscle and artery. And those saws gnawing through bones--God in heaven, he could hear them all now--they were cutting and tearing those he loved. He heard their terrible orders with new ears. For the first time he realized what they meant. "Give them the bayonet now----" The low, savage, subdued tones of the officer had once thrilled his soul. The memory sickened him. He could hear the impassioned speech of the Colonel as the men lay flat on their faces in the grass--the click of bayonets in their places--the look on the faces of the men eager, fierce, intense, as they sprang to their feet at the call: "Charge!" And the fight. A big, broad-shouldered brute is trying to bayonet a boy of fifteen. The boy's slim hand grips the steel with an expression of mingled rage and terror. He holds on with grim fury. A comrade rushes to his rescue. His bayonet misses the upper body of the strong man and crashes hard against his hip bone. The man with his strength seizes the gun, snatches it from his bleeding thigh and swings it over his head to brain his new antagonist, when the first boy, with a savage laugh, plunges his bayonet through the strong man's heart and he falls with a dull crash, breaking the steel from the musket's muzzle and lies quivering, with the blood-spouting point protruding from his side. He understood now--these were not soldiers obeying orders--they were fathers and brothers and playmates, killing and maiming and tearing each other to pieces. Lord God of Love and Mercy, the pity and horror of it all! It was one o'clock before Julius, searching the field with a lantern, came on him huddled against the tree with Ned's body still in his arms, staring into the dead face.