The souls of women come, perhaps rather more often than those of men, to
steep places down which the least touch will cause them to hurl
themselves. Madeleine had been hanging on some such edge ever since the
day of the Horse Show. It needed but the stroke of a feather to send her
over.
Her trance was broken by the sound of field-boots on the steps that led
down from the dining-room. Two officers were passing to the door,
middle-aged junior officers of infantry or artillery, with cleaned-up,
discolored uniforms, and faces and voices of those who had been “through
it,” and had a good deal more to go through before they would have done
with “it”--“it” being the War. Madeleine had seen hundreds such, going
up to the line, coming down from the line, sitting round her father’s
table, taking charge of parties of men, with shy resolution. Little
given to guessing, she could have told almost of what they were
talking--of what they had done on leave, what sort of “show” they were
going to be involved in, possibly of the very inn of the “Lion of
Flanders” where they might have snatched a comfortable meal in the
intervals of sleeping in their clothes and eating out of their hands.
They passed beside her and she smiled involuntarily. Her long vigil had
not been in vain. All the English divisions were bound to pass into the
Somme offensive sooner or later, and there was nothing wonderful in her
meeting two officers whom she had seen before. Nor was it because she
was feeling the homesickness or the loneliness of the acutely sensitive.
But just because the starvation of her Fixed Idea had wrought her up to
a point culminating at that moment, she smiled.
The shorter, fairer of the two, whose mere name she remembered (for she
had that sort of memory, very useful for checking billeting returns),
recognized her and spoke to his companion. The other turned. It was
Lieutenant Skene, whom she had not seen, or indeed thought of, since the
Horse Show. He turned, and their glances met. She saw in a moment that
it mattered intensely to both of them what she did, how or why she could
not see, but she knew that it mattered. She kept perfectly still, her
face molded in a smile. The door clicked. They were alone. Skene sat
before her. What had she done? Nothing. By doing nothing she had placed
him there.
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