The cinema was full. He was nonplussed, she could see, did not know what
to do next--knew what he wanted (as she did, and hugged herself), but,
being English, had a difficulty in saying it. He wanted her. That was
natural enough. She knew herself to be desirable. It amused her to hear
him proposing to see her home to her “Aunt’s”--for thus she had
described her lodging. She let him. It seemed now she had only to go on
letting him, and the riddle of life was solved. She had not known an
hour before that there was a riddle. Now she only knew she was
approaching a solution.
They arrived in the narrow by-street near the cathedral as the clocks
chimed four. At that hour the place was deserted. Their footsteps
echoed, they might have been treading a world of their own. Madeleine
felt it, but noticed that he was feeling something stronger. He had
almost shed his English reserve--was talking volubly, about himself--how
he had been twice in hospital, and must now go back to the fighting--how
men like himself wanted a little comfort before they died. He spoke in
English, but she understood most of the words and all the drift. His
feelings coincided with hers and saved her the trouble of expressing
them, to which she was unused and averse. At the door of her lodging
they both stopped, she with her key in the lock, he looking at her with
eyes that he immediately averted, and which pivoted round, in spite of
him, to her. As she turned the key and opened the door, she said, with
the feeling of turning something in her heart and opening it: “Here we
are!” Inevitably, as if she had taught him the words, he was saying:
“Don’t send me away, let me stay!” and with a great sigh of happiness
such as she had felt once before in her life--another life, surely--she
retreated into the dark entry before him with: “Well then, my poor
friend!”
* * * * *
When Madeleine next had attention to spare for such matters, the chimes
were telling six o’clock, and through the glass of the skylight-window a
little star twinkled. She became conscious that he was slowly awakening
from the stupor in which they had plunged each other, and was lying,
open-eyed, waiting for her to move (just like him). Her mind sprang at
once to the practical:
“What time is your train?”
“Gone this half-hour!”
She sat up in alarm: “You will have trouble!”
“They can’t tell to a few hours when I left camp!”
Reassured, she passed on to the next thing.
“You are hungry!”
“Yes!”
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