Hardly a breath of disillusionment spoiled their few hours together. He
took what life could give him--life that was likely to end for him so
soon and so abruptly. She, woman-like, put into it something almost
sacramental, as though she were devoting to flames some cherished
possession, and devoting it willingly. There was nothing Skene could not
have asked her for that she would not have given him, from money to her
heart’s blood. He asked simply to be loved--comforted, more exactly, in
his starved, war-worn body. That was easy. She gloried in it, even went
so far outside her usual self as to point out the bare cleanliness and
order of her little room. That was just about the length of her
knowledge of English character. A clean room would appeal to him. She
never even stopped to wonder that she should be so anxious to please
this chance acquaintance--this man of different race, religion, and
language. She had never read a novel and was innocent of the romantic
theories of love at first sight. She acted as she did from one of her
slow-moving, undemonstrative impulses--just then so strong that it
amounted to a feeling of almost physical well-being in her
limbs--traceable, possibly, if she had been the sort to theorize about
origins of feeling, to starved maternal instinct. She missed
something--petulance, perversity--the whims of a spoiled child that she
would have loved to gratify, as she had, long before, in the secrecy of
the hut in the Kruysabel. But she did not miss her spoiled child much,
for she had instead this good child--this man of quiet good manners,
whose behavior she had noted the first time she saw him, and who now
accepted her suggestions without a murmur. So she invited him gently to
see how she had moved the few articles of furniture, scrubbed the floor,
cleaned the skylight, pasted paper on the damp-stained walls, hung her
few dresses on hooks beneath a curtain, and put a rose-colored paper
shade round her candle. She was gratified to see how pleased he was,
little suspected that she had laid her finger on the very deepest desire
in him. He had told her that he was no soldier, but a member of a
profession that he had practised for twenty years before volunteering in
August, 1914. Yet she was very far from forming any conception of the
decent orderliness of the life he had left, the life of an assistant
diocesan architect in a provincial English town, with its rooted habit
of cleanly comfort and moderate happiness, that the war had hurt so
horribly; and she never guessed what dim echoes her own Flemish domestic
virtues aroused, of all he had ever felt to be the necessities of
existence.
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