All that week she retained the feeling of having done a good action--or,
as she would have expressed it, had she expressed it at all--driven a
good bargain with Fate. At the end of the week “Papa,” as the girls in
the office called the head of the room, waited for her and asked her to
spend the Sunday afternoon with him. It was his birthday, and he and she
would celebrate it with a little Festivity. She did not look at him for
fear she should laugh, for, taller than he by inches, she caught the
sparkle of the electric light reflected on the top of his bald head.
She asked, with averted face, “Will there be many invitations!”
“But no--you and I alone, naturally!”
She shook her head slowly from side to side as she hooked her fur under
her chin and surveyed herself in the little glass that hung on the door
of the girl’s lobby.
“But you promised last time that there should be other times----” His
voice had risen, his eyes darkened. It was wonderful what malignity
could still reside in a little old man. Something stronger still
inhabited Madeleine, since those few hours she had spent with Skene.
Once again the blood in her veins had run like molten honey, and she, no
spendthrift of herself, had felt in every limb as she gave herself up
utterly: “This is right--right--right!”
She was in no mood for senile trifling, and turned on him with the
arrogance of youth, blazing, magnificent: “And now I promise you there
will not!” and left him, breathless and a little afraid.
* * * * *
Another week passed. Madeleine became uneasy. The strongest emotional
impression will not last. The time she had had with Skene began to fade
into the background. It had been such a minute. It had no result.
Instead of feeling perversely resentful against Georges, she now felt so
against both of them. Skene neither wrote nor made any sign. He did not
even give her the dubious satisfaction of obliterating the shame she
felt at Georges’ neglect. All this lay, a dumb ache, in her uncritical
soul. But she had more immediate cause for annoyance. She became
conscious that she was being looked at, whispered about. It did nothing
more than ruffle the surface of her self-confidence, but when she and
Cécile Blanquart went to the cinema together--she hardly noticed a
half-unwillingness on Cécile’s part, and that the other girls who often
accompanied them had made excuses--she was brought face to face with the
matter. Cécile said shyly, in the melodious darkness of the one-franc
seats, where one had to keep one’s hands in one’s lap, because so many
soldiers were lonely:
“You know what they are saying about you at the office?”
“No--what?”
“Oh--I daren’t tell you!”
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