On the following Sunday, having drunk her coffee and eaten her roll, she
replied to Marie’s letter. She expressed her sympathy with all those in
the village who had suffered bereavement, sent her congratulations to
all those who had bettered their state of life. She asked to hear
further of Marcel. She mentioned the Baron and the Baronne in the former
category, also the Dequidts. She sent her father much affection and
promised to come and see him soon. This was a mere convention. He would
have been astonished had she carried it into effect, but it was
testimony of her gratitude to him for having guessed her Fixed Idea, and
having so astutely helped her. The letter, evidence of an orderly,
unimaginative mind, wound up with sisterly affection for Marie--also a
convention--for the two girls, realists to the core, knew well enough
that they were friendly so long as they remained apart--and kisses for
Emilienne. Having completed this, and posted it, she went to second mass
at the cathedral. There, when it was over, she sat in the dimness of
the sand-bagged windows and the ancient stones. She had never read Mr.
Ruskin, never glanced at the moral carvings of the west front, the
historical carvings of the ambulatory--sand-bagged as were the first,
and removed as were the second now--and would probably have made very
little of them, save that they were the sort of carvings one saw in
churches. Of all the long romance of that storied pile, from Robert de
Luzarches to the German occupation of 1870, she knew and cared
nothing--neither for its tons of masonry, glass and wood, nor for the
million prayers that drifted on its stagnant air. Nor did she sit there
alone from any religious motive. She was not truly religious--too sure
of herself, too incurious, she kept of the faith of her fathers nothing
but some habits, and some rags of superstition. She left, at one
o’clock, when all the English officers were in their messes, and all the
French homes had that air of preoccupation which accompanies the most
important meal of the week. The streets were empty. She passed rapidly
to the big shop at which “Papa’s” servant was caretaker, and found the
side door unlocked. In the back sitting-room Papa was waiting for her,
skull-cap, clean collar, eyes watering with pleasure. There, amid solid
furniture, marble-topped chiffoniers and chests of drawers, hermetically
sealed, chairs and settees upholstered as if for ever, they held “Papa’s
Festivity.” Once again Madeleine was touched when she saw he had ordered
red wine to please her. But after the table had been cleared and his
senile familiarities began, she hardened her heart. She questioned him
straightly and searchingly, making him buy, with information, every
liberty she allowed him. She knew well enough how quickly men changed,
once they were satisfied, and chose the very moment before he lay back
on the plush settee, exhausted by the violence of his emotions, to
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