They reached the little hotel at which they had dropped their baggage,
and he handed her in. By this time his way with her was having the
queerest effect. Had he been thoughtless, brutal, she would easily have
braced herself to meet it. As it was, she felt something slowly
dissolving in her. She held herself in yet a little, approving the place
he had chosen, clean and reasonable in price. But when the door of
their little room was bolted, and she stood in front of the mirror by
the rose-colored curtains, unpinning her hat, he came gently behind her
and slipped his hands under her arms. It was just Georges’ way. She
burst into tears. The moment the first sob had shaken itself free--for
she did nothing by halves, and when, rarely, she cried, she cried
bitterly--she knew she would feel better. Skene let her droop on to the
bed and sat beside her, one arm round her, making very small comforting
remarks in French and English alternately, but no inquiries. She kept
her handkerchief tight pressed upon her eyes with both hands, but her
sobs were lessening, and with every moment the agonizing vision of
Georges with some one else grew smaller and fainter. She leaned ever so
gently against Skene, who tended her as a woman might a child, did every
little service for her, amazing her, who had never been so treated since
she was four years old. Gradually she slipped down into the comfort of
those hard hands, whose fingers kept something of the skill and
discrimination of such as have been used for wise, gentle occupations.
But only when she was at ease, with dry bright eyes and braided hair,
did he seem to think of himself, and then only to ask so humbly for
what he wanted. She gave him all herself, fiercely, as if for ever to
prevent any of her from escaping again into those other hands that had
neglected her so. More, when they two swam slowly back to the surface of
normal existence again, in the quiet of the night only broken by the
discreet bubbling of the calorifère in the corner, she told him the
stark truth of herself and Georges, with a bareness of exposure of her
very soul she had never before permitted, of which, perhaps, she had
never before been capable. And when at last they slept, in each other’s
arms, it was the deep sleep of emotional reaction, for no less than she,
Skene had looked for years past on utter shipwreck--obliteration of his
individuality in the dark mud of Flemish trenches--and knew from a
different point of view all she suffered, and what comfort she clutched
at.
* * * * *
The next day passed in that atmosphere known to English honeymooners.
Not a trace remained of the emotions of the evening before--nothing but
two healthy young people out for a holiday, both in the most incurious
state of mind, and easily amused. The things they missed seeing far
out-numbered those they noticed, as is the case with honeymooners.
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