“convalo”--a visit every day to the hospital, which institution would
not otherwise bother about him. At the end of that time he would either
go back to hospital, or up to the front. He did not care which, he said,
smiling. For the first time since she had rediscovered him, he did not
call anything sacred, wish to “burst” anyone, or use the expressive,
untranslatable verb “foutre.” She cleared away and tidied up and
prepared herself for the night, as he sat glancing through the
newspapers humming to himself, content, asking nothing. When he felt
tired, he just turned out the light, and rolled into the place she had
made warm for him.
* * * * *
Days so spent soon pass, nor is there anything more tragic than physical
satiety, with its wiping out of what has gone before. Madeleine, not
naturally apprehensive, would have gone on had not hard facts pulled
her up. Georges had spent his pocket-money on paying the quarter’s rent
of their retreat. She had spent hers on food for him and herself. No
bohemian, she began to take counsel with herself as to how to obtain
fresh supplies. One source of funds she dismissed at once. She would not
ask Georges for a penny. That would have seemed outrageous to her. She
did not attempt it. She had a handsome sum in the Savings Bank at
Hazebrouck. But how get it? She did not want to write to Monsieur
Blanquart or to Marie. Even if they could have withdrawn it for her (and
the difficulties of such a step she did not clearly foresee), they would
both of them have found out sooner or later something about Georges. And
that she would not have for all the world. Her father she could trust,
but she also knew his ingrained habits regarding money, his incapacity
for reading and writing. A letter would simply stupefy him. If he got
some one to read it to him, he would simply be stupefied the more. His
Madeleine spending her savings? Never! He would do nothing. Should she,
then, go by train and get the money? There would be endless difficulties
in getting authority to journey into the British Military Zone--but the
great difficulty to her mind, the insurmountable one, was to leave
Georges for two days. She was nonplussed.
Just then it happened that Georges, turning towards her in one of his
more expansive moments, said, in his spoiled way: “My God, how I want
you!”
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