Madeleine had the queerest feeling of all her life up to that day, for
she was not a girl to faint--a sinking feeling, not painful, rather
comforting. Then nothing. Then a reawakening, not so comfortable,
dismay, weakness. Georges, who did nothing by halves, became, for the
nonce, generous to the utmost limit of the nature of a man born with a
silver spoon in his mouth and a cheque-book in the pocket of his first
suit. Probably it never crossed his mind that she had taken infection
from some carelessness of his. But he did better. He promptly called a
young doctor of his set, who, having been badly wounded, was now
permanently attached to the Paris garrison. Between affection for
Georges and a handsome bribe--for the proceeding was thoroughly
irregular--flat contrary to every by-law of the town and every order of
the Medical Service--this young man took Madeleine in hand, visited her
daily, did what was necessary in the way of prescribing, got a discreet
sister of charity to nurse her. Being a man of the world, he further
suggested to her, as soon as she was well enough to make inquiries, that
she would not care for Georges to see her in her present state. That
kept her quiet during the weeks of recovery. But there came a fine June
day when she was well enough to walk out a little in a Paris ever more
feverish and deserted. Then the young doctor, as thorough as Georges or
herself, told her the truth. Georges’ thoroughness had taken the form of
borrowing the identity disc and paybook of a hospital casualty whom he
resembled in height and complexion. The young doctor had connived at the
fraud, with the cynicism of Georges himself and all his set. Thus
furnished, Georges had gone straight into the heart of that ghastly
failure of the French in Champagne, during May, 1917. The hurried
scrutiny of his credentials had not found him out, he was in the line
and fighting when his half-recovered health broke down once more, and
fatally. He was buried in a huge, ever-growing cemetery, near the
Aerodrome, at Avenant-le-Petit.
* * * * *
When Madeleine realized it, she sat still, looking at nothing, gathering
within her all her physical vitality to meet this blow to the spirit. On
her face, refined by illness, was something of the look that horses have
under heavy shell-fire, bewildered resistance to the unknown. The young
doctor let her alone for twenty-four hours, and then very gently led her
mind back to practical considerations. The period for which Georges had
hired the flat was expiring shortly. Had she money, or the means of
getting some? It did not take her long to run over the alternatives--an
attempt to get back into some sort of office--or a begging letter to
Skene? She avoided both, not from any sense of shame, but simply because
now Paris and its life had no meaning for her. She had wanted Georges.
She had said, “If I could only see him!” She had seen him. Now she would
never see him again. Why bother?
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