Dorset (England) -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Textile industry -- Fiction
"Are you sure it's all for his sake? Because I'm not. They say you think
of nothing on God's earth but machinery nowadays, and look to machines
to do the work of hands, and speak of 'hands' when you ought to speak of
'souls.' They say if you could, you'd turn out all the people and let
everything be done by steam and steel. There's not much humanity in you,
I reckon. And why should you care for one little, unwanted boy?
Perhaps, if you looked deeper into yourself, you'd find it was your own
peace, rather than his, that's making you wish us away from Bridetown.
At any rate, that's how one or two have seen and said it, when they
heard how everybody was at me to go. I've had to live down the past for
long, slow, heart-breaking years and seen the fingers pointed at me; and
now, with the child growing up, it's your turn I daresay, and you--so
strong and masterful--have had enough of pointing fingers and mean to
pack us out of our home--for your comfort."
He stared at her in the gathering dusk and stood and uttered a great
sigh from deep in his lungs.
"I'm sorry for you, Sabina--sorrier than I am for myself. This is cruel.
I didn't know, or dream, that time had stood still for you like this."
"Time ended for me--then."
"For me it had to go on. I must think about this. I didn't guess it was
like this with you. Don't think I want you away; don't think you're the
only thorn in my pillow and that I'm not used to pain and anxiety, or
impatient of all the implicit meaning of your lonely life. Stop, if you
want to stop. I'll see you again, Sabina, please. Now I'll be gone."
When he had mounted his horse and ridden away without more words from
her, Abel, who had been lurking along on the other side of the hedge,
crept through it and rejoined his mother.
They walked on in silence for some time. Then the child spoke.
"Fancy your talking to Mister Ironsyde, mother!"
"He talked to me."
"I lay you dressed him down then?"
"I told him the truth, Abel. He wants everything for nothing, Mister
Ironsyde does. He wants you--for nothing."
"He's a beast, and I hate him, and he'll know I hate him some day."
"Don't hate him. He's not worth hating."
"I will hate him, I tell you. But for him I'd be the great man in
Bridetown when he dies. Mister Baggs told me that."
"You mustn't give heed to what people say. You've got mother to look
after you."
The boy was tired and spoke no more. He padded silently along beside her
and presently she heard him laugh to himself. His thoughts had wandered
back to the joy of the old store.
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