Dorset (England) -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Textile industry -- Fiction
"Abel," he said, "you've got to heed me now, and whatever you may feel,
you must use your self-control and your brains. I'm speaking entirely
for your sake and I'm only concerned for your future. If you would use
your reason, it would show you that the things you have done and are
doing can't hurt me; they can only hurt yourself; and what is the good
of hurting yourself, because you don't like me? If you had burned down
the works, the insurance offices would have paid me back all the money
they were worth, and the only people to suffer would have been the men
and women you threw out of work. So, when you tried to hurt me, you were
only hurting other people and yourself. Boys who do that sort of thing
are called embryo criminals, and that's what they are. But for me and
the great kindness and humanity of other men--my friends on the
magistrates' bench--you would have been sent to a reformatory after that
affair; but your fellow creatures forgave you and were very good to me
also, and let you go free on consideration that I would be responsible
for you. Then I sent you to a good school, where nothing was known
against you. Now you have been expelled from that school, because you
won't work, or go on with your education. And your reason is that I am
paying for your education and you won't accept anything at my hands.
"But think what precisely this means. It doesn't hurt me in the least.
As far as I am concerned, it makes not a shadow of difference. I have no
secrets about things. Everybody knows the situation, and everybody knows
I recognise my obligations where you are concerned and wish to be a good
father to you. Therefore, if you refuse to let me be, nobody is hurt but
yourself, because none can take my place. You don't injure my credit;
you only lose your own. The past was past, and people had begun to
forget what you did two years ago. Now you've reminded them by this
folly, and I tell you that you are too old to be so foolish. There is no
reason why you should not lead a dignified, honourable and useful life.
You have far better opportunities than thousands and thousands of boys,
and far better and more powerful friends than ninety-nine boys out of a
hundred.
"Then why fling away your chances and be impossible and useless and an
enemy to society, when society only wants to be your friend? What is the
good? What do you gain? And what do I lose? You're not hurting me; but
you're hurting and distressing your mother. You're old enough to
understand all this, and if your mother can feel as I know she feels and
ask you to consider your own future and look forward in a sensible
spirit, instead of looking back in a senseless one, then surely, for her
sake alone, you ought to be prepared to meet me and turn over a new
leaf.
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