When you are one of a special party that sets out for a sojourn at some
place, solely for the reason of the golf that it affords, and when in
due course, the time having been well and enjoyably spent on the links,
your friends determine that they will return home or depart to some
other place for golf, do not on any account yield to an impulse to stay
behind them, on feeling that you could enjoy still a little more play,
and persuading yourself that among the people you know who are staying
in the place you may make up good matches. There will be no further
enjoyment, for all the days that follow will suffer in comparison with
those full ones that were spent when those bosom companions helped to
the happiness in every hour. The course will not be the same; there will
be a ghostly silence about the rooms of your lodging place, and the
atmosphere of the town or village may seem unfriendly or at least
indifferent; whereas before, in the independence of your association,
you had not cared what it was, but formed a vague impression that the
people were pleasantly conspiring to add to the comfort and the
pleasure of this expedition.
On the first morning afterwards it does really seem that all the people
who had stayed there had gone also, and not merely the three who had
come with you. You breakfast perhaps alone in a vast apartment. The head
waiter seems to mix a great sympathy with his attentions, suggesting
that he appreciates the loneliness and the misery of your bereavement.
Out of this wretched place to the clubhouse, and there is no one there,
and the obliging secretary or steward is unable to give any definite
information as to the prospects of a morning match. You take out a young
professional, and, well though he plays, a poor thing is this match with
him in comparison with those that were of the days before, when you knew
always the thoughts and fears that were passing through the mind of your
opponent, and knew almost as well as your own, the clubs with which he
played his shots, and exactly how they did their work. The ghosts of
your friends seem to walk in front of you down the fairway leading to
every hole, and as you leave the putting green and go forward moodily to
the next tee, there is the shadow form of one of them pointing with his
club to the exact spot where you remember his ball was teed yesterday,
and you feel momentarily a happier man as you think you can see his
characteristic swing and the glint of joy that comes into his eyes as he
finds he has made the carry that it needed a strong heart to attempt
with this wind blowing back from the green. You do not wish to appear
inconsiderate, and not to show yourself as a man of proper feeling and a
good sportsman in the presence of another who can hardly display any
open resentment at your attitude, but you cannot help this walking
moodily and listlessly to the tee, as if not caring anything for the
game that is in progress. There is no familiar talk on the old familiar
topics.
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