James was a man. He had been dazzled by the beauty and accomplishments
of Priscilla, and thought it enough to be accepted as her husband,
without much scrutiny into the state of her affections. She had, for a
moment, imposed upon him, and he had accepted her notions of woman’s
rights, philanthropy, and world reform. But he did not lack good sense;
he had even a strong mind, firm principles at bottom, and all the
elements of an upright, manly character. A few months’ practical
experience served to cure him of a good deal of his philanthropy, and to
damp the ardor of his zeal for reform. He was, of course, displeased
with my intimacy with Priscilla, and he owed me, it must be owned, no
good will. But his observation pretty soon satisfied him, that whatever
the bond of that intimacy, it was not what directly affected his honor
as a husband, and he resolved that he would seem not to regard it. It
was a bitter trial to him.
His tour abroad, his observation, and his conversations with gentlemen
and ladies, not always of our clique, had opened his eyes to many
things, and made him a stanch conservative. He abandoned all the loose
notions he had previously entertained, renounced his Quaker quietism,
and had become sincerely converted to a real objective Christian faith.
His first thought and care were to reclaim his wife, and, if possible,
to release her from the mysterious power which I seemed to have over
her. He found her as anxious to be released as he was to release her,
and he thought he discovered in her, at times, a growing affection for
himself. It was a difficult case to manage, but he thought it best to be
prudent and discreet, and to avoid every thing that could excite remark,
or that he himself might afterwards regret.
Feeling now that he had himself not been entirely free from blame, that
he was bound to be forgiving, that Priscilla was really his wife, the
mother of his child, and that she probably was freed, though he knew not
how, and did now really love him, he responded with a warmth nearly
equal to her own, to her strong expressions of love, frankly forgave her
all, and pressed her to his heart as his own, his truly beloved wife. It
was for both the happiest moment they had ever known, and in that one
moment James seemed to have been compensated for his patience,
forbearance, and suffering, for so many years.
Priscilla immediately regained her health and cheerfulness, and
resolved, if possible, to recover me from the bondage in which she knew
I was held. How she sped in this, and what new trials, if any, awaited
her, will appear as I proceed in my narrative.
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