I had never seen Priscilla more beautiful. The bloom had returned to her
cheek; her form had regained its roundness, and her complexion its
richness. Her eyes were serene and tranquil, and her countenance wore a
sweet, pure, and peaceful expression. She had no need to fear me at that
moment, for I stood, not repelled, but awed, and felt myself in the
presence of virtue, not haughty, austere, and repellant, but lovely,
chaste, and affectionate; natural, easy, and wholly unconscious of
itself.
“I am glad to see you, Doctor,” said she, with a sweet smile. “Sit down.
I have been hoping that you would call, but I was afraid that you had
entirely deserted us.”
“You are changed, Priscilla, since I last saw you; and I should think my
presence would now be even more disagreeable than then.”
“Not at all. I was never more glad to see you in my life, and I never
met you with kinder or more pleasant feelings.”
I did not understand this speech, and began to draw, in my own mind,
certain very foolish conclusions.
“Yes,” she resumed, “I wished to see you, and to see you as I now do,
alone. It is of no use referring to what we were for so many years to
each other; but I wanted to tell you that I did you no little wrong. You
were not innocent, but I was the most guilty. We were both miserable;
and you, you, my dear friend, are unhappy still.”
“I make no complaint. Nobody has heard me whine or whimper over my own
lot. If I have suffered, I have done so in silence.”
“That may be. But you have not forgotten our sojourn at Rome in the
winter of 1848-49?”
“Forgotten it? no, and shall not, as long as I live.”
“Do you remember an old Franciscan monk, that my husband concealed in
our house for some weeks?”
“I do.”
“He was an old man, nearly fourscore. His head was almost perfectly
bald, only a few gray hairs escaped from beneath his _calotte_, and
partially shaded his temples; his form, which had been tall and manly,
was now bent with years, labors, and mortifications; but his feelings
seemed as fresh and playful as those of a child; and the expression of
his face was calm, sweet, and affectionate. It was a peculiar
expression, not often met with, but like that which, you may remember,
we one day remarked in the face of Pius the Ninth. It was an expression
of exceeding peace and celestial love, of a pure and holy soul shining
through a pure and chaste body. The expression is indescribable, but
once seen, can never be forgotten, and seems to be that which Italian
painters seek to give to their saints, especially to the Madonna.
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