I returned to my lodgings, not so much enlightened or edified by what I
had heard as I might have desired, though not much disappointed or
discouraged. No plan had been suggested that was not unsatisfactory,
and, taken in itself alone, that was not obviously either mischievous or
absurd. But under them all I saw one and the same spirit, the spirit of
the age, and all were striking indications of a great and powerful
movement in the direction of something different from what is now the
established order. No one of them would be realized, but it was well to
encourage this movement, to join with this free and powerful spirit.
Something, as Mr. Micawber was wont to say, “might turn up,” and out of
the seeming darkness light might at length shine, and out of the
apparent chaos order might finally spring forth. I would lend myself to
the spirit working, and trust to future developments. With that I
undressed, went to bed, and dreamed of Leila, no, Priscilla; no, yes,—it
was Priscilla. I was the victorious champion of reform. She was binding
my brow with the crown of laurel, when I awoke, and was sad that it was
only a dream.
CHAPTER IX.
THE CONSPIRACY.
I slept late the next morning, and it was the middle of the forenoon
before I awoke. I arose, made my toilette, drank a cup of coffee, and
went to arrange my future plans with Priscilla. I found her sad and
apprehensive. She was a true woman, and had no misgivings as to the
excellence of the cause she had espoused, but she feared that the
conversations of the previous evening might have disheartened me, and
made me change my resolution. I set her mind at rest on this point, and
assured her that, though I might often change my methods of effecting a
resolution once taken, yet nothing could prevent my persistence in it
but an absolute conviction of its wickedness, or its absolute
impossibility. I had wedded myself to the spirit of the age for better
or for worse, and would, if need be, devote myself body and soul to the
cause of World-Reform.
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