But this is quite aside from my purpose, and is artistically considered
a blemish in my narrative. But few are the writers who, if they speak
out from warm hearts their true, deep, genuine feelings as they arise,
but will violate some canon of art. I love art, but I love nature more.
I love a smoothly shaven lawn; I say nothing against your artificial
garden, trim and neat, where each plant and shrub grows and flowers
according to rule; but the wild forest, with its irregularities,
decaying logs, huge trees, fresh saplings, and tangled underbrush, was
as a boy, when it was my home, and is now I am a man, much more my
delight. By the same token, I love Boston, whose streets were laid out
by the cows going through the brushwood to drink, where you cannot find
a square corner, or a street a hundred yards in length without a curve,
better than the city of Penn, laid out by a carpenter’s line and chalk,
and presenting only the dull monotony of the chess-board, without the
excitement of the game. Yet the city of Penn has its merits. Many a
pleasant hour have I spent there, and many a sweet association is
entwined in my memory with its rectangles, and its plain, uniform,
drab-colored costume. But I have left Mr. Cotton all this time standing.
It was unintentional, for I was not displeased to see him. He knew me as
the son of an old friend, and he had, both as a friend and as a minister
of religion, called to expostulate with me. He was sure that I was
imperilling my soul, and he could not answer it to his conscience, if he
did not solemnly and yet affectionately warn me of my danger.
I have been sadly remiss in my faith and in my conduct, yet never have I
allowed myself to treat with scorn or contumely any professed minister
of religion who addressed me in tones of sincerity and affectionate
earnestness. Mr. Cotton, I was sure, meant well, although I knew his
expostulations would avail nothing, and his warning be unheeded. I
listened with respect, but untouched. At that time my heart was hard. I
was laboring under a perfect delusion, and body and soul were under the
power of the Evil One. “You may not believe it, Doctor,” said Mr.
Cotton, “but I tell you that you are forming a league with the devil. I
know you have grown wiser than your fathers were; that you deny the
existence of a devil or of evil spirits, but you are wise only in your
own conceit, and you are now really dealing with the devil, are plotting
to do the devil’s work, under pretence of science and world-reform. I
have watched you these many months, and I see where you are going. You
are also permitting yourself to be seduced by a Moabitish woman, and
allowing yourself to be cheated, with your eyes open, out of your five
senses by the sparkle of her eye, and the ruby of her lip. Why have you
suffered her to bewitch you? Leave her, never see her or speak to her
again, or you are a lost man.”
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