Courtship -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Singers -- Fiction
"If I ever loved you?" he repeated. "There has never been any other
woman in the world for me. There never will be."
The utter, absolute conviction of his tones knocked at her heart, but
fear and jealousy were stronger than love.
"Then prove it!" she retorted. "Take me into your confidence; put
Adrienne out of your life."
"It isn't possible--not yet," he said wearily. "You're asking what I
cannot do."
She took a step nearer.
"Tell me this, then. What did Olga Lermontof mean when she bade me ask
your name? Oh!"--with a quick intake of her breath--"you _must_ answer
that, Max; you _must_ tell me that. I have a _right_ to know it!"
For a moment he was silent, while she waited, eager-eyed, tremulously
appealing, for his answer. At last it came.
"No," he said inflexibly. "You have no--right--to ask anything I
haven't chosen to tell you. When you gave me your love, you gave me
your faith, too. I warned you what it might mean--but you gave it.
And I"--his voice deepened--"I worshipped you for it! But I see now, I
asked too much of you. More"--cynically--"than any woman has to give."
"Then--then"--her voice trembled--"you mean you won't tell me anything
more?"
"I can't."
"And--and Adrienne? Everything must go on just the same?"
"Just the same"--implacably.
She looked at him, curiously.
"And you expect me still to feel the same towards you, I suppose? To
behave as though nothing had come between us?"
For a moment his control gave way.
"I expect nothing," he said hoarsely. "I shall never ask you for
anything again--neither love nor friendship. As you have decreed, so
it shall be!"
Slowly, with bent head, Diana turned and left the room.
So this was the end! She had made her appeal, risked everything on his
love for her--and lost. Adrienne de Gervais was stronger than she!
Hereafter, she supposed, they would live as so many other husbands and
wives lived--outwardly good friends, but actually with all the
beautiful links of love and understanding shattered and broken.
* * * * * *
"Since the first night of the play they've hardly said a word to each
other--only when it's absolutely necessary." Joan spoke dejectedly,
her chin cupped in her hand.
Jerry nodded.
"I know," he agreed. "It's pretty awful."
He and Joan were having tea alone together, cosily, by the library
fire. Diana had gone out to a singing-lesson, and Errington was shut
up in his study attending to certain letters, written in
cipher--letters which reached him frequently, bearing a foreign
postmark, and the answers to which he never by any chance dictated to
his secretary.
"Surely they can't have quarrelled, just because he didn't come to the
theatre with us that night," pursued Joan. "Do you think Diana could
have been offended because he came down afterwards to please Miss
Gervais?"
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