Courtship -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Singers -- Fiction
Diana heaved a sigh of relief when, a few hours later, a triumphant and
joyous Jerry departed in search of a bride. She wanted him out of the
house, for that which she had decided to do would be more easily
accomplished without the boy's honest, affectionate eyes beseeching her.
All her arrangements were completed, and to-morrow--to-morrow she was
going to leave Lilac Lodge for ever. Never again would she share the
life of the man who had shown her clearly that, although she was his
wife, she counted with him so infinitely less than that other--than
Adrienne de Gervais. Her pride might break in the leaving, but it would
bend to living under the same roof with him no longer.
Only one thing still remained--to write a letter to her husband and leave
it in his study for him to find upon his return. It savoured a little of
the theatrical, she reflected, but there seemed no other way possible.
She didn't want Max to come in search of her, so she must make it clear
to him that she was leaving him deliberately and with no intention of
ever returning.
She had told the servants that she was going away on a few days' visit,
and after Jerry's departure she gave her maid instructions concerning her
packing. She intended to leave the house quite openly the following
morning. That was much the easiest method of running away.
"Shall you require me with you, madam?" asked her maid respectfully.
Diana regarded her thoughtfully. She was an excellent servant and
thoroughly understood maiding a professional singer; moreover, she was
much attached to her mistress. Probably she would be glad of her
services later on.
"Oh, if I should make a long stay, I'll send for you, Milling, and you
can bring on the rest of my things. I shall want some of my concert
gowns the week after next," she told her, in casual tones.
As soon as she had dismissed the girl to her work, Diana made her way
into her husband's study, and, seating herself at his desk, drew a sheet
of notepaper towards her.
She began to write impulsively, as she did everything else:--
"This is just to say good-bye,"--her pen flew over the paper--"I can't
bear our life together any longer, so I'm going away. Perhaps you will
blame me because my faith wasn't equal to the task you set it. But I
don't think any woman's would be--not if she cared at all. And I did
care, Max. It hurts to care as I did--and I'm so tired of being hurt
that I'm running away from it. It will be of no use your asking me to
return, because I have made up my mind never to come back to you again.
I told you that you must choose between Adrienne and me, and you've
chosen--Adrienne. I am going to live with Baroni and his sister, Signora
Evanci. It is all arranged. They are glad to have me, and it will be
much easier for me as regards my singing. So you needn't worry about
me.--But perhaps, you wouldn't have done!
"DIANA.
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