Courtship -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Singers -- Fiction
There were still many gaps in the story to be filled in. But one thing
stood out clearly from amidst the chaos which enveloped her, and that
was, that she had misjudged her husband--terribly, unforgivably misjudged
him.
It was loyalty, not love, that he had given Adrienne, and he had been
right--a thousand times right--in refusing to reveal, even to his wife,
the secret which was not his alone, and upon which hung issues of life
and death and the ultimate destiny of a country--perhaps, even, of Europe
itself!
It was to save his country from the Prussian claw that Max had sacrificed
himself with the pure fervour of a patriot, at no matter what cost! And
she, Diana, by her lack of faith, her petty jealousy, had sent him from
her, had seen to it that that cost included even his happiness!
She had failed him every way--trailing the glory of love's golden raiment
in the dust of the highway.
If she had but fulfilled her womanhood, what might not her unshaken faith
have meant to a man fighting a battle against such bitter odds? No
matter how worn with the stress of incessant watchfulness, or wearied by
the strain of constant planning and the need to forestall each move of
the enemy, he would have found, always waiting for him, a refuge, a quiet
haven where love dwelt and where he might forget for a space and be at
rest. All this, which had been hers to give, she had withheld.
The silence deepened in the room. The brilliant sunshine, slanting in
through the slats of the Venetian blinds, seemed out of place in what had
suddenly become a temple of pain. Somewhere outside a robin chirruped,
the cheery little sound holding, for one of the two women sitting there,
a note of hitter mockery.
Suddenly Diana dropped her head on her hands with a shudder.
"Oh, God!" she whispered. "Oh, God!"
Olga leaned forward and laid a hand on her knee.
"You can go back to him now, and give him all the happiness that he has
missed," she said steadily.
"Go back to him?" Diana lifted her head and stared at her with dull
eyes. "Oh, no. I shan't do that."
"You won't go back?" Olga spoke slowly, as though she doubted her own
hearing.
A faint, derisive smile flickered across Diana's lips. "How could I? Do
you suppose that--that having failed him when he asked me to believe in
him, I could go back to him now--now that I know everything? . . . Oh,
no, I couldn't do that. I've nothing to offer him--now--nothing to
give--neither faith nor trust, because I know the whole truth." She
spoke with the quiet finality of one who can see no hope, no possibility
of better things, anywhere. The words "Too late!" beat in her brain like
the pendulum of a clock, maddeningly insistent.
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