Courtship -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Singers -- Fiction
Diana was touched by the simple, unaffected kindness of the two great
artistes who were to assist at her recital. It surprised her a little;
she had anticipated the disparaging, almost inimical attitude towards a
new star so frequently credited to professional musicians, and had
steeled herself to meet it with indifference. She forgot that when you
are at the top of the tree there is little cause for envy or
heart-burning, and graciousness becomes an easy habit. It is in the
struggle to reach the top that the ugly passions leap into life.
Presently there came sounds of clapping from the body of the hall; some
of the audience were growing impatient, and the news that there was a
packed house filtered into the artistes' room. Almost as in a dream
Diana watched Kirolski lift his violin from its cushiony bed and run
his fingers lightly over the strings in a swift arpeggio. Then he
tightened his bow and rubbed the resin along its length of hair, while
Olga Lermontof looked through a little pile of music for the duet for
violin and piano with which the recital was to commence.
The outbreaks of clapping from in front grew more persistent,
culminating in a veritable roar of welcome as Kirolski led the pianist
on to the platform. Then came a breathless, expectant silence, broken
at last by the stately melody of the first movement.
To Diana it seemed as though the duet were very quickly over, and
although the applause and recalls were persistent, no encore was given.
Then she saw Olga Lermontof mounting the platform steps preparatory to
accompanying Kirolski's solo, and with a sudden violent reaction from
her calm composure she realised that the following item on the
programme must be the first group of her own songs.
For an instant the room swayed round her, then with a little gasp she
clutched Baroni's arm.
"I can't do it! . . . I can't do it!" Her voice was shaking, and
every drop of colour had drained away from her face.
Baroni turned instantly, his eyes full of concern.
"My dear, but that is nonsense. You _cannot help_ doing it--you know
those songs inside out and upside down. You need haf no fear. Do not
think about it at all. Trust your voice--it will sing what it knows."
But Diana still clung helplessly to his arm, shivering from head to
foot, and Madame de Louvigny hurried across the room and joined her
assurances to those of the old _maestro_. She also added a
liqueur-glass of brandy to her soothing, encouraging little speeches,
but Diana refused the former with a gesture of repugnance, and seemed
scarcely to hear the latter. She was dazed by sheer nervous terror,
and stood there with her hands tightly clasped together, her body rigid
and taut with misery.
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