African American families -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Rural-urban migration -- United States -- Fiction
He lay on the floor staring up at the ceiling, the letter clutched in
his hands. She ran to him and lifted up his head, but he gave no sign of
life. Already the servants were crowding to the door. She bade one of
them to hasten for a doctor, others to bring water and brandy, and the
rest to be gone. As soon as she was alone, she loosed the crumpled
sheets from his hand, for she felt that this must have been the cause of
her husband's strange attack. Without a thought of wrong, for they had
no secrets from each other, she glanced at the opening lines. Then she
forgot the unconscious man at her feet and read the letter through to
the end.
The letter was in Frank's neat hand, a little shaken, perhaps, by
nervousness.
"DEAR BROTHER," it ran, "I know you will grieve at
receiving this, and I wish that I might bear your grief for you,
but I cannot, though I have as heavy a burden as this can bring to
you. Mine would have been lighter to-day, perhaps, had you been
more straightforward with me. I am not blaming you, however, for I
know that my hypocrisy made you believe me possessed of a really
soft heart, and you thought to spare me. Until yesterday, when in a
letter from Esterton he casually mentioned the matter, I did not
know that Berry was in prison, else this letter would have been
written sooner. I have been wanting to write it for so long, and
yet have been too great a coward to do so.
"I know that you will be disappointed in me, and just what that
disappointment will cost you I know; but you must hear the truth. I
shall never see your face again, or I should not dare to tell it
even now. You will remember that I begged you to be easy on your
servant. You thought it was only my kindness of heart. It was not;
I had a deeper reason. I knew where the money had gone and dared
not tell. Berry is as innocent as yourself--and I--well, it is a
story, and let me tell it to you.
"You have had so much confidence in me, and I hate to tell you that
it was all misplaced. I have no doubt that I should not be doing it
now but that I have drunken absinthe enough to give me the
emotional point of view, which I shall regret to-morrow. I do not
mean that I am drunk. I can think clearly and write clearly, but my
emotions are extremely active.
"Do you remember Claire's saying at the table that night of the
farewell dinner that some dark-eyed mademoiselle was waiting for
me? She did not know how truly she spoke, though I fancy she saw
how I flushed when she said it: for I was already in love--madly
so.
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