There was something in the girl's expression, something beyond the
softness and tenderness which he had already noticed, that made
Mostyn scrutinise her face more carefully. There were black rims
under her eyes, and he could have sworn that she had been crying and
that quite recently.
He felt instinctively, too, that in this gentleness of demeanour, so
unusual to the wayward girl, there was something of appeal, and of
appeal directed to himself. It was as though she wanted him to
understand more than she dared say.
He looked down pitifully into the girl's dark eyes. "Rada," he
whispered, "you are not happy. I have been certain of it for a long
time. Will you tell me what has happened? Oh"--he hesitated--"is it
because----"
"Oh! I wish I could speak to you," she sighed. "I've wanted to ever
so many times." She hung her head, evidently struggling with her
pride. "Oh, you don't know," she cried at last, clasping her hands
together, "what it has been like for me! There is no one that I can
talk to--no one who can sympathise with me."
"Why not have come to me?" asked Mostyn reproachfully. "Are we not
good friends?"
"Good friends, yes!" Her words were bitter. "But that it must be
you to whom I have to come and admit that I have been a silly little
fool--oh! the silliest little donkey ever born! Don't you understand
how it hurts me--how it lowers me in my own eyes?"
"Never mind that," said Mostyn pitifully. "You poor little thing,
don't you think that after all this time I have got to know you
better, and that I can make allowance for your whims and all those
wayward tricks of yours? Tell me the truth, Rada." He trembled as
he spoke, for he felt that he had no right to put the question since
Rada could not be for him. "You don't love Jack Treves; you don't
want to marry him?"
Rada shook her head, and then fixed her eyes upon her race-card as
though she were intensely interested in it. These two, who were
talking of matters of such vital interest to them both, stood there
in the midst of the pushing throng of the paddock. They spoke in
lowered tones, and now and again, when anyone passed close to them or
came to a halt by the railing where they stood, Mostyn would make
some remark in a louder voice in order to make it appear that they
were merely discussing the races.
"He has been a brute to me," she murmured, "a brute. Just now,
driving to the course, he insulted me; he--he made me cry. Love
him?" She stamped her little foot. "I hate him!" This time the
words were genuine; they came from her heart.
"And it was all because of that wretched thousand pounds, and because
of your pride. Oh, Rada! Rada! But it isn't too late," he went on.
"Thank God for that. You are not bound to the man." Though he
himself could never ask her to be his wife, Mostyn reflected quickly,
yet she was not obliged to marry that scamp, that bounder, Jack.
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