Her voice quivered and shook. She was speaking with an intensity of
feeling unusual to her. "I watched the little colt as he grew up,"
she went on, and her tone was low and plaintive now. "I fed him with
my own hand, just as I feed Bess, and he got to know and to love me.
I gloried over him as I saw him growing handsomer and
stronger--growing into what I had expected he would. I knew he would
win the Derby for me, every instinct I have told me so. And do you
know, father"--she drew a little closer to the old man's chair, but
she was not looking at him, she was absorbed in the train of her own
thoughts--"it was not only pride that possessed me; Castor was going
to make our fortune for us--I felt that, too--and the money would be
mine, mine to do with as I wished. I used to sit and dream of the
way I should spend that money. We were going to leave this ugly
cottage, and have everything nice and pretty about us; we were going
to start a new life altogether." Poor Rada! It was such a vain,
such a hopeless dream! for, as far as her father was concerned at
least, any new life was out of the question.
She caught her breath, and went on speaking, more to herself than to
him, quite heedless of the fact that she received no answer. "Oh! it
would have been my money--mine, just as Castor was my horse. If you
knew, if you could guess, how I have built upon this! But now there
is to be no more dreaming for me: the gold has been fairy gold, it
has slipped through my fingers like so many dead leaves. You have
taken Castor from me--you have sold him for a thousand pounds! And
now what is to be done?"
She choked down her sobs, clenched her little fists with
characteristic energy, vaguely conscious of the futility of her
emotional outburst, and her natural energy of disposition once more
coming to the fore, she took a quick step towards her father. "What
is to be done?" she repeated.
There was no reply, save for a dull, unintelligent grunt. Captain
Armitage's head was lolling over the side of his chair, his eyes were
closed, his mouth open. He was asleep--he had been asleep all the
while.
Rada's first impulse was to take him by the shoulders and to shake
him violently, for, small as she was, she knew that she possessed
more strength than he. Her nerves were tingling with suppressed
passion, her cheeks were suffused with colour. She touched him on
the shoulder; he stirred and muttered, then his hand went out
instinctively towards the table as though in search of his glass.
Rada drew back, nauseated. She knew that it was hopeless to protest
with such a man as her father--she must leave him to himself. It was
for her alone to act.
A few moments later, having loosened his collar and settled him as
comfortably as she could in his chair, a horrible task to which she
was no stranger, she stole quietly out of the room.
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