“I shouldn’t _tell_, even if I did find out,” said Palmer, coldly.
“That is, unless he was dangerous. And I believe he is,” he added with
a sudden change of tone. “I don’t see why otherwise he should have
wanted to hurt me to-day. And he _did_ want to――pretty badly. If you’d
just seen his eyes! I never saw anyone look like that before.”
“Jim and Ann, it’s bedtime!” Aunt Caroline stood upon the threshold,
surveying the assembly. “Grif, I think you had better go, too. In fact
we’ll all be going soon, for I’m sure nobody got much sleep last night.”
* * * * *
Undressing by candlelight, Grif that evening for the first time
regretted that he was not in the room with the other boys. For the
first time he remembered what Aunt Caroline had told him about his
sleeping quarters being so far away from those of the rest of the
household. It was true he had Pouncer with him, but he should have
liked somebody else as well, though nothing would have induced him to
confess this, or ask to be moved.
He felt a strange depression, a sort of shadow on his mind. The
loneliness and the darkness weighed upon him, and the sound of the
wind in the trees was unfriendly and forbidding. He was in a mood
when everything turns to gloom, and when the sense of proportion is
temporarily obliterated. He was sorry he had offended Palmer. Not
knowing that that curious boy had already found solace in an envious
appreciation of the methods of Doctor John Thorndyke, he magnified the
offence till it was driven from his memory by vaguer and more ominous
broodings. The physical lassitude which had been with him all day had
turned at last to a kind of mental distemper. He had left his candle
burning on a table by the bed, but the draught from the window bent and
bowed the flame, causing it to throw black shadows on the wallpaper,
and in this way bringing back to him, in a distorted and more terrible
form, much of what Mr. Bradley had said that afternoon. The vague,
fantastic danger Mr. Bradley had spoken of became a real danger. It was
curious how much more meaning seemed to have come into the organist’s
words now that Grif was alone with them in the silence of the sleeping
house. He felt very tired. A heaviness of sleep weighed upon his eyes
and on his brain, but a superstitious dread of what might happen
should he lose consciousness kept him awake and alert. He listened for
the sound of the flute, but the idea of hearing it had lost all beauty
for him now, and he only listened because he could not help doing so.
In his weariness, as he sat up against the propped pillows, his head
would begin to nod, and then, just as he was dropping off, his fear
would reawaken him. Every now and again his eyes slewed round, like the
eyes of a frightened dog, towards the looking-glass, as if it, too,
possessed a fatal fascination.
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