How long we had talked I know not, when at last Tiel appeared, bringing
a very presentable tweed suit, and then they both left me, and I did
the one thing I had so firmly resolved not to do. I discarded my
uniform with what protection it gave me, and made myself liable to be
shot without question or doubt. Yet my only feeling was gladness that
I need no longer stay cooped up in my room while those two spent their
hours together downstairs.
That afternoon, when we were all three together, I asked Tiel for some
definite information regarding his scheme, and we had a long, and I
must say a very interesting, talk. The details of this plan it would
scarcely be safe to put down on paper at present. Or rather, I should
say, the outline of it, for we have scarcely reached the stage of
details yet. It is a bold scheme, as was only to be expected of Tiel,
and necessitated going very thoroughly into the relative naval
strengths of Germany and Britain, so that most of the time for the rest
of the day was taken up with a discussion of facts and figures. And
through it all Eileen sat listening. I wonder if such a talk ever
before had such a charming background?
Now at last I am in my room, writing this narrative up to this very
point. It is long past midnight, but sleep is keeping very far away
from me. The weather has changed to a steady drizzle of rain.
Outside, the night is black as pitch, and mild and windless. It may
partly be this close damp air that drives sleep away, but I know it is
something else as well.
I am actually wondering if I can marry her! She must surrender; that
is certain, for I have willed it, and what a German wills with all his
soul takes place. It must! As to her heart, I feel sure that her
kindness means what a woman's kindness always means--that a man has
only to persevere. But marriage?
I shall never meet another woman like her; that is certain! Yet an
adventuress, a paid agent of the Secret Service, marrying a von
Belke--is it quite conceivable? On the whole I think _no_. But we can
be very happy without that! I never loved a woman so much before--that
is my last word for the night!
II.
THURSDAY.
_Friday morning_ (_very early_).--The events of yesterday and last
night have left me with more to think about than I seem to have wits to
think with. Mein Gott, if I could see daylight through everything!
What is ahead, Heaven knows, but here is what is behind.
Yesterday morning passed as the afternoon before had passed, in further
discussion of naval statistics with Tiel--with a background of Eileen.
Then we had lunch, and soon afterwards Tiel put on an oilskin coat and
went out. A thin fine drizzle still filled the air, drifting in clouds
before a rising wind and blotting out the view of the sea almost
completely. Behind it the ships were doing we knew not what; certainly
they were not firing, but we could see nothing of them at all.
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