The Squire's DaughterHocking, Silas K. (Silas Kitto)
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The Squire's Daughter
Hocking, Silas K. (Silas Kitto)
Landlord and tenant -- Fiction; Love stories; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
From that day onward she had a harder battle to fight than anyone
knew--perhaps the hardest of all battles that a woman is called upon to
wage. William came and went constantly; helped them when they removed to
Hillside, and was never failing in friendly suggestions. Ralph was so
full of the mine that such small details as wallpapers and carpets and
curtains never occurred to him, and when they were mentioned he told
Ruth to make her own choice. It was William who came to the rescue in
those days, and saved her an infinity of trouble and anxiety.
Ruth thought of all this as she lay awake, listening to the faint and
fitful rattle of the stamps beyond the hill. Was this brave, unselfish
life to be suddenly quenched--this meek but heroic soul to be taken away
from earth?
She was pale and hollow-eyed when she came downstairs next morning, but
Ralph was too absorbed to notice it. He too had been kept awake thinking
about William, and directly breakfast was over he hurried away to Veryan
to make inquiries.
Ruth waited till noon for news--waited with more impatience than she had
ever felt before. She had no need to ask Ralph if William was better.
She knew by the look in his eyes that he was not. After that, the hours
and days moved with leaden feet. Ralph went to Veryan twice every day,
and sometimes three times. Ruth grew more and more silent. Her task
became more painfully difficult. Other people could talk about William,
could praise his qualities, could recount the story of his simple and
heroic life, but she, by her very love for him, was doomed to silence.
She envied the nurse who could sit by his bedside and minister to his
needs. She felt that it was her place. No one cared for him as she did.
It seemed a cruel thing that her very love should keep her from his
side, and shut her up in silence.
Ralph came in hurriedly one evening, and sat down to table; but after
eating a few mouthfuls, he laid down his knife and fork, and pushed his
plate from him.
"I suppose you know William is dying?" he said, without raising his
eyes.
She looked at him with a startled expression, but did not speak. She
made an effort, but the words froze on her tongue.
"One should not doubt the Eternal wisdom," he went on huskily, "but it
seems a huge mistake. There are a hundred men who could be better
spared."
"God knows best," Ruth tried to say, but she was never sure that the
words escaped her lips.
"He seems quite resigned to his fate," Ralph continued, after a pause.
"The doctor told him this morning that if he had any worldly affairs to
settle he should put them in order without delay. He appears to be
waiting now for the end."
"He is not afraid?" Ruth questioned, bringing out the words with a great
effort.
"Not a bit. He reminds me of father more than any man I have ever known.
His confidence is that of a little child. By-the-bye, he would like to
see you before he goes."
"See me, Ralph?"
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