"You know better than to ask that," she said and smiled, and the
temperature of the room rose ten degrees. "I think you can handle this
job as well as I can, and enjoy doing it. Working together, you and I
will make this the cleanest revolt that ever took over a planet. What
do you say?"
I was pacing behind her as she talked. She stood up and took me by
the arm, stilling my restless walking. I could feel the warmth of her
fingers burning through my thin shirt. Her face was in front of me,
smiling, and her voice pitched so low that I barely heard it.
"It would be something, wouldn't it. You and I ... together."
_Wouldn't_ it! There are occasions when words can't say it all and
your body speaks for you. This was a time like that. Without physical
deliberation my arms were around her, pulling her to me, my mouth
pushing down on hers.
For the briefest of instants she was the same, her arms tight on my
shoulders, her lips alive. Just for a sliver of time so brief that
afterwards I couldn't be sure that I hadn't imagined it. Then the
warmth was suddenly drained away and everything was wrong.
She didn't fight me or attempt to push back. But her lips were lifeless
under mine and her eyes open, looking at me with a sterile emptiness.
She did nothing until I had dropped my arms and stepped away, then she
seated herself stiffly in the chair again.
"What's wrong?" I asked not trusting myself to say more.
"A pretty face--is that all you think of?" she asked, and the words
seemed pulled from her in sobs. Expressing real emotions didn't come
easily with her. "Are you men all alike--all the same--?"
"Nonsense!" I shouted, angered in spite of myself. "You wanted me to
kiss you--don't deny it! What changed your mind?"
"Would you want to kiss _her_?" Angelina screamed, torn by
emotions I couldn't understand. She pulled at a thin chain around her
neck. It snapped and she half threw it at me. There was a tiny locket
on the chain, still warm from her body. It had an image-enlarger in
it, and when held at the right angle the picture inside could be seen
clearly. I had the chance for only a single glimpse at the girl in the
photograph, then Angelina changed her mind and pulled it away, pushing
me towards the door at the same time. It slammed behind me and I heard
the heavy safety bolts thud home.
Ignoring the guard's raised eyebrows I stamped down the hall to my own
room. My emotions had triumphed nicely over my powers of reason, and
apparently Angelina's had too--for just an instant. Yet I couldn't
understand her cold withdrawal or the significance of the picture. Why
did she wear it?
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