The Standard BearerCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
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The Standard Bearer
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Covenanters -- Fiction; Scotland -- History -- 17th century -- Fiction
“This thing,” said I, “becomes a scandal and a shaming. This is surely
not the Kingdom of the Prince of Peace. True, not we, but those who have
come against us, began the fray. But when men stumble over a stone in
the path, it is time that the stone be removed.
“Now I, Quintin MacClellan, your minister, am the stone of stumbling--I,
and none other, the rock of offence. I will therefore remove myself. I
will cease to trouble Israel.”
“No, no,” they cried; “surely after this they will leave us alone. They
will never return. Bide with us, for you are our minister, and we your
faithful and willing folk.”
And this saying of theirs, in which all joined, moved me much;
nevertheless I was fixed in my heart, and could make no more of it than
that I must depart.
Which, when they heard, they were grieved at very sorely, and appointed
certain of them, men of weight and sincerity, to combat my resolution.
But it was not to be, for I made up my mind.
I saw that there might be an open door elsewhere, and though I would not
abandon my work in Balmaghie, yet neither would I any more confine my
ministrations. I would go out to the Hill-folk, who before had called
me, and if they accepted of me, well! And if not--why, there were
heathen folk enough in Scotland with none to minister to them; and it
would be strange if He who sent out his disciples two by two, bidding
them take neither purse nor script, would not find bread and water for a
poor wandering teacher throughout the length and breadth of Scotland.
CHAPTER XXXVII.
FARE YOU WELL!
The fateful Sabbath came--a day of infinite stillness, so that from
beside the tombs of the martyr Hallidays in the kirkyard of Balmaghie
you could hear the sheep bleating on the hills of Crossmichael a mile
away, the sound breaking mellow and thin upon the ear over the still and
azure river.
To me it was like the calm of the New Jerusalem. And, indeed, no place
that ever I have seen can be so blessedly quiet as the bonnie kirk-knowe
of Balmaghie, mirrored on a windless day in the encircling stillness of
the Water of Dee.
The folk gathered early, clouds upon clouds of them, so that I think
every man, woman, and child in the parish must have save the children
that could not walk, and the aged who dwelt too far away to be carried.
Alexander Gordon sat at my right hand, immediately beneath the pulpit.
There seemed an extraordinary graciousness in the singing that day, a
special fervour in the upward swell of the voices, a more excellent,
sober sweetness in the Sabbath air. And of that I must not think, for I
was to leave all this--to leave for ever the vale of blessing wherein I
had hoped to spend my days.
Yes, I would adventure forth alone rather than that a loyal folk should
suffer any more because of me. But first, so far as in me lay, I would
set right the matter of Alexander Gordon and his trouble.
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