The Standard BearerCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
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The Standard Bearer
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Covenanters -- Fiction; Scotland -- History -- 17th century -- Fiction
Then, ere I pronounced the benediction, I told them how that one dear to
me and well known to them had a certain matter to set before them.
With that uprose Alexander Gordon in the midst, looming great like a
hero seen in the morning mist.
I put him to the solemn oath, and then and there he declared before them
his innocence of the greater evil, purging himself, as the manner was,
by solemn and binding oath, which purgation had been refused him by the
Presbytery.
“By the grace and kindness of your minister, I, Alexander Gordon of
Earlstoun, being known to you all, declare myself wholly innocent of the
crime laid to my charge by the Presbytery of Kirkcudbright. May the Lord
in whom I believe have no mercy on my soul if I speak not the truth.
“But as for the lesser shame,” so he continued, “that I brought on
myself and on the cause for which I have been in time past privileged to
suffer, in that I was overcome with wine in the change-house of St.
John’s, Clachan--that much is true. With contrition do I confess it. And
I confess also to the unholy and hellish anger that descended on my
spirit, from which blackness of darkness I was brought by your
minister. For which I, unworthy, shall ever continue to praise the Lord
of mercies, who did not cut me off with my sin unconfessed or my
innocence unproclaimed.”
Alexander Gordon sat down, and there went a sigh and a murmur over all
the folk like the wind over ripe wheat in a large field.
Then I told them how that my resolve was taken, and that it was
necessary that I should depart from the midst of them in order that
there might be peace.
But one and another throughout the kirk cried, “Nay, we will not let you
go! We have fought for you; desert us not now. The bitterness of the
blast is surely over; now they will let us alone!”
Thus one and another cried out there in the kirk, but the most part only
groaned in spirit and were troubled.
“Ye shall not be less my people that another is set in my place. I go
indeed to seek a wider ministry. I have been called by the remnant of
the Hill-folk that have so long been without a pastor. Whether I am
fitted to be their minister I do not know, but in weakness and the
acknowledgment of it there is ever the beginning of strength. I have
loved your parish and you. Dear dust lies in that kirkyard out there,
and when for me the Angel of the Presence comes who calls not twice,
that is where I should like to lie, under the blossoming hawthorn trees
near by where the waters of Dee flow largely and quietly about the bonny
kirk-knowe of Balmaghie.”
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
“I LOVE YOU, QUINTIN!”
There was little more to do. The scanty stock of the glebe was, by Hob’s
intervention, sold in part to Nathan Gemmell, of Drumglass, and the
remainder driven along the Kenside by the fords of the Black Water to
Ardarroch, where my mother received it with uplifted, querulous hands,
and my father calmly as if he had never expected anything else.
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