Great Britain -- History -- George IV, 1820-1830 -- Fiction; Love stories; Widows -- Fiction
Never had she realised so fully how prosperous, how noble an estate was
Bindon, how altogether desirable; how different from the barren acres of
Roy and the savage discomfort of its neglected castle. To this plenty,
this refinement, this richness, these traditions, her splendid boy was
heir by right of blood. And she would have him remain so! She laughed
aloud, suddenly, scornfully, and tossed her head with a ghost of the
wild grace that had made Maud Cheveral the toast of a London season; a
grace that still drew in the wake of the capricious, fading Lady Lochore
a score of idle admirers. It would be odd indeed if the sly country
widow, pink and white as she was, should be a match for her, now that
they could meet on level ground.
There came a knock at the door.
“If you please, my lady,” said Margery, “humbly asking your pardon for
intruding, I hope your ladyship remembers me. I’m one of the old
servants, and glad to welcome your ladyship back again to your rightful
place. And the little heir, as we call him, God bless him for a
beauty——”
“Come in, woman,” cried Lady Lochore, “come in and shut the door!”
CHAPTER IX
A RIDER INTO BATH
It is not quiet, is not ease,
But something deeper far than these:
The separation that is here is of the grave.
—WORDSWORTH (_Elegiac Poems_).
If a woman, being in love, gain thereby a certain intuition into the
character of the man she loves, the thousand contradictory emotions of
that unrestful state, its despairs, angers, jealousies, its unreasonable
susceptibilities, all combine to obscure her judgment; so that, at the
same time she knows him better than anyone else can, and yet can be
harsher, more unjust to him than the rest of the world.
Thus Ellinor understood exactly what was now causing the metamorphosis
of David. She alone guessed the struggle of his week’s seclusion, from
which he had emerged armoured, as it were, to face the slings and arrows
of the new turn of fate. She alone knew the inward shrinking, the sick
distaste which were covered by this polished breast-plate of sarcastic
reserve; knew that this deadly courtesy was the only weapon to his hand,
and that he would not lay it aside for a second in the enemy’s presence.
At that moment when she had seen him read in the child’s face the image
of its father, she had read in his own eyes the irrevocable truth of
those slow words of his under the night sky: “He who remembers never
forgives.”
She felt, too, that his very regard for her made it incumbent on him to
treat her now as ceremoniously as his other guest; that to have openly
singled her out for notice, or privately to have indulged himself with
her company, would have been alike tactless and ungenerous. But in spite
of all reason could tell her, she felt hurt, she was chilled, she gave
him back coldness for coldness and mocking formality for his grave
courtesy.
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