Great Britain -- History -- George IV, 1820-1830 -- Fiction; Love stories; Widows -- Fiction
Even as the soul is constrained by the body, so must the ideal thought
lose of its fragrance when limited to the spoken word. But the very
condition of life’s tenure urges us to hasten ever onwards towards the
success of attainment. We may not sit and taste the full sweetness of
the present because our foreseeing nature and old Time are spurring us
on, on! This present of ours is fleeting enough, God knows. Yet the
miserable restlessness within us robs us of the minute even while it is
ours. Thus the most perfect things in our lives will ever be a memory.
But when the golden hours have all tolled for us, when the flowers are
all withered, at least we can look back and say: “That was my sunrise
hour. ... That was my perfect rose!”
They spoke little to each other, but Ellinor saw the lines of melancholy
fade out of his face and become replaced by soft restfulness. Tired he
looked, the watcher of the night, in the broad radiance of the day, but
happy. It was as if the fatigue itself brought a sense of peace, lulling
him to dreaminess and depriving him of the energy to fight against the
sweetness of the moment.
Suddenly, with the light tread of a cat, the squat figure of Mrs.
Nutmeg, in her decent widow’s black and her snowy mutch, came upon them
from the house. She paused with a start of such extreme surprise that it
was in itself an impertinence, and the more galling because it could not
be resented. Ignoring the scarlet-cheeked Ellinor, the housekeeper
dropped her curtsey and offered ostentatious excuses to Sir David.
“I humbly ask your pardon, sir. Indeed, sir, I had no idea, or I would
not have made so bold as to intrude. I hope, sir, you’ll forgive me for
disturbing you at such a moment!”
Her eye roved as she spoke over the disordered table, aside to Ellinor’s
cloak and the basket of withering herbs; then back to Ellinor herself,
where it deliberately measured every detail—the dusty shoe, the green
stains on the gown, the flushed brow, the disordered hair.
Her unconscious master waved his hand a little impatiently with his
formal “Good morrow,” that was more a dismissal than a greeting. Mrs.
Nutmeg returned Sir David’s brief salutation with another unctuous
curtsey. Withdrawing her glance from Ellinor, she fixed it upon his
face, with a vain attempt to throw an expression of tender solicitude
into the opaque white and the meaningless black of her eye.
“Excuse the liberty, sir,” she began again, “but do you feel quite
yourself this morning? It do go to my heart to see how drawn and ill you
be looking! I fear these last months, sir, you haven’t been as usual.
Not at all. More has remarked it than myself.”
Ellinor rose.
“It’s getting late, Margery,” she said, “and the cream is not skimmed
yet. Ring the bell for the girls.”
“Yes, ma’am,” Margery curtseyed, her eyes still clinging unwaveringly to
her master’s face. This was now turned upon her with a sudden frown.
“Do you not hear?” said Sir David.
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