Great Britain -- History -- George IV, 1820-1830 -- Fiction; Love stories; Widows -- Fiction
“I will bring out a light,” she said and flew upon her errand, returning
presently with a little silver lantern from the observatory. She placed
it on the ledge; and from the three glass sides its light threw cross
shaped beams, one uselessly into the dark space, one upon the rough
stone and the letter, one upon her own bending face, pale and eager,
with aureole of disordered hair.
From the darkness Sir David looked at her face first: and it was as if
the revealing light had shot into the mists of his own heart.
The passion of love comes to men from so many different paths that to
each individual it may be said to come in a new guise. To no one does it
come as an invited guest. It may be the chance meeting, the love at
first sight—“she never loved at all who loved not at first sight.” But
Shakespeare knew better than to advance this as an axiom. ’Tis but the
insolent phrase on the lover’s mouth who deems his own passion the only
true one, the model for the world. Some, on the other hand, find with
amazement that long, long already, in some sweet and familiar shape,
love has been with them and they knew it not. They have entertained an
angel unawares; and suddenly, it may be on a trivial occasion, the veil
has been lifted and the heavenly countenance revealed. Others, like the
poor man in the fable, take the treacherous thing to the warmth of their
bosom in all trustfulness and only by the sting of it as it uncoils know
that they have been struck to the heart. Others, again, as unfortunate,
bolt their inhospitable doors upon the wayfarer and perhaps, as they sit
by a lonely hearth, never know that it was love that knocked and went
its way, to pass the desolate house no more.
To Sir David Cheveral, whose hot and hopeful youth had been betrayed by
life, this sudden apprehension of love in his set manhood came, not in
sweetness nor yet in pain, but in a bewildering upheaval of all things
ordered—as an earthquake flinging up new heights and baring unknown
depths in the staid familiar landscape; as a flash of light—“the light
that never was on sea or land,” after which nothing ever could look the
same again.
It may, in one sense, be true that the man of pleasure is an easier prey
to his feelings than he who in asceticism spends his days feeding the
spirit at the expense of the flesh; but it is true only because the
former man is weak, not because his passion is strong. By so much as the
deep river that has been driven to course between its own silent banks
is more mighty than the shallow waters that expand themselves in a
hundred noisy channels, by so much is the passion of the recluse a thing
more irresistible, more terrible to reckon with than the bubble
obsession of the self indulgent.
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