"But you will come," said Rolph, gazing after her. "I'll lay two to
one--five to one--fifty to one--she comes. She's caught--wired--netted.
Pretty little rustic-looking thing. I rather like the little lassie;
she's so fresh and innocent. I wonder what dignified Madame Glynne
would say. Bet a hundred to one little Lucy's thinking about me now,
and making up her mind to come."
He was right; Lucy was thinking about him, and wishing he had been at
the bottom of the sea that morning before he had met her.
"Oh, what will Mr Oldroyd think?" she sobbed, as the tears ran down her
face. "It's nothing to him, and he's nothing to me; but it's horrible
for him to have seen me walking out at this time in the morning, and
_alone_, with that stupid, common, racing, betting creature, whom I
absolutely abominate."
She walked on, weeping silently for a few minutes before resuming her
self-reproaches.
"I'm afraid it was very wicked and wrong and forward of me, but I did so
want to know whether he really cared for Glynne. And he doesn't--he
doesn't--he does not," she sobbed passionately. "He's a wicked, bad,
empty-headed, deceitful monster; and he'd make Glynne wretched all her
life. Why, he was making love to me, and talking slightingly of her all
the time."
Here there was another burst of sobs, in the midst of which, and the
accompanying blinding tears, she stooped down to pick another mushroom,
but only to viciously throw it away, for it to fall bottom upwards
impaled upon the sharp thorns of a green furze bush close at hand.
"I don't care," she cried; "they may think what they like, both of them,
and they may say what they like. I was trying to fight my poor, dear,
injured, darling brother's battle, and to make things happier for him,
and if I'm a martyr through it, I will be, and I don't care a pin."
She was walking on, blinded by the veil of tears that fell from her
eyes, seeing nothing, hearing nothing of the song of birds and the whirr
and hum of the insect world. The morning was now glorious, and the
wild, desolate common land was full of beauty; but Lucy's heart was sore
with trouble, and outburst followed outburst as she went homeward.
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