On the other hand, when Lucy went out walking, it was with the stern
determination to severely snub the captain, pleasant as she told herself
it would be to read Philip Oldroyd a good severe lesson, letting him see
that she was not neglected; and then for the moment all her promises
were forgotten, till she was going home again, when the only consolation
she could find for her lapse was that her intentions had been of the
most stringent kind; that she could not help meeting the captain, and
that she really had tried all she could to avoid him; while there was
the satisfaction of knowing that she was offering herself up as a kind
of sacrifice upon the altar of duty for her brother's welfare.
"Sooner or later dear Glynne must find out what a wretch that Rolph is,
and then I shall be blamed--she'll hate me; but all will be made happy
for poor Moray."
The consequence of all this was that poor Lucy about this time felt what
an American would term very "mean" and ashamed of herself; mingled with
this, too, was a great deal of sentiment. She was going to be a
martyr--she supposed that she would die, the fact being that Lucy was
very sick--sick at heart, and there was only one doctor in the world who
could put her right.
Of course the thoughts turn here to the magnates of Harley and Brook and
Grosvenor Street, and of Cavendish Square, but it was none of these.
The prescription that would cure Lucy's ailment was of the unwritten
kind: it could only be spoken. The doctor to speak it was Philip
Oldroyd, and its effect instantaneous, and this Lucy very well knew.
But, like all her kind, she had a tremendous antipathy to physic, and,
telling herself that she hated the doctor and all his works, she went on
suffering in silence like the young lady named Viola, immortalised by
one Shakespeare, and grievously sick of the same complaint.
It came like a surprise to Lucy one morning to receive a note from
Glynne, written in a playful, half-chiding strain, full of reproach, and
charging her with forgetting so old a friend.
"When it's all her fault!" exclaimed Lucy, as she read on, to find
Glynne was coming on that afternoon. "But Captain Rolph is sure to come
with her, and that will spoil all. I declare I'll go out. No, I won't.
I'll stop, and I'll be a martyr again, and stay and talk to him if it
will make poor Moray happy, for I don't care what becomes of me now."
Somehow, though, Lucy looked very cheerful that day, her eyes flashing
with excitement; and it was evident that she was making plans for
putting into execution at the earliest opportunity.
As it happened, Mrs Alleyne announced that she was going over to the
town on business, and directly after the early dinner a chaise hired
from one of the farmers was brought round, and the dignified lady took
her place beside the boy who was to drive.
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