He led her to the door and dismissed her with another kiss, after which
he stood watching her ascend the stairs, and saw her stop on the landing
to kiss her hand to him. Then he sought his mother, with whom he had a
serious interview, leaving her at the end of an hour to return to his
chair in the observatory, when he took up a pen, as if to write, but
only let it fall; and, forgetful of everything but his own sorrow, sat
there dreaming, old-looking and strange till the sun went down.
He used to tell himself afterwards that on such nights as these he was
tempted by his own peculiar devil who haunted him, pointing out to him
his folly, weakness and pride in shutting himself up there, when he had
but to go to Glynne and tell her that she was selling herself to a man
who was behaving to her like a scoundrel.
If he treated her like this before marriage, when his feelings towards
her should be of the warmest and best, when he was in the spring-tide of
his youth, what would his conduct be afterwards, when he had grown tired
and careless?
He could not help it. That night Alleyne made his way to the fir mount
once more, to go to the very edge and stand beneath the natural east
window of the great wind-swept temple, and there lean against one of the
ruddy bronze pillars to gaze across at The Hall.
But not to gaze at the lights, for there was one dark spot which he well
knew now from Lucy's description. It was where the little
wistaria-covered conservatory stood out beside her bedroom window, with
the great cable-like stems running up to form a natural rope ladder by
which a lover might steal up in the darkness of some soft summer night,
as lovers had ere now, but only when willing arms waited them and a soft
sweet cooing voice had whispered "Come."
It was as if a voice whispered this to him night after night, and it
came to him mockingly as he stood there then.
There was yet time it seemed to say. Glynne would turn to him if she
knew of those scenes in the lane, and his rival would be discomfited.
Sir John, too, would hail him as a friend and benefactor, receiving him
with open arms for saving his daughter from such a fate.
And then Alleyne paced the great dark aisle, avoiding, as if by
instinct, the various trunks that stood in his way, while he forced his
spirit into a state of calmness and the temptation behind him, for such
an act was to him impossible. It had all been a mad dream on his part,
and it was not for him to play the part of informer and expose Rolph's
falsity to the father of the woman he was to wed.
Volume 3, Chapter IV.
STILL IN THE CLOUDS.
There was no mistaking the figures, no possibility of erring in judgment
upon the meaning of the meeting? and Oldroyd could not help admiring the
physical beauty of the group as the lovely background of hedgerow and
woodland gave effect to the scene.
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