It was not love on her part. He knew that. He was sure of it. At
least it was the love of the science that he strove to teach--the
thirsting of a spirit to know more and more of the wonders of infinite
space. She liked to be in his society, to listen to his words. He knew
he was gauging Glynne Day's heart, when, with a sensation of misery that
swept over him like some icy wave, he went over the hours they had spent
together. But, when he tried to gauge his own he trembled, and asked
himself why this madness had come upon him, robbing him of his peace and
rest--making him so unfit for his daily work.
He strode on to and fro, winding in and out amongst the tall pillars of
this darkened nature-temple, fighting his mental fight and praying from
time to time for help to crush down the madness that had assailed him
where he had thought himself so strong.
Strive how he would, though, there was Glynne's face ever gazing up into
his; and beside it, half-mockingly, in its calm, satisfied content, was
Rolph's; and as he met the eyes, there was the cool, contemptuous,
pitying look, such as he had seen upon the young officer's face again
and again, mingled with the arrogant air of dislike that he made so
little effort to conceal.
For a time Alleyne had been growing calmer; his determined efforts to
master himself had seemed as if about to be attended with success; but
as in fancy he had seen Rolph's face beside that of Glynne, a feeling of
rage--of envious rage--that mastered him in turn held sway.
But it was not for long; the power of a well-disciplined brain was
brought to bear, and Moray Alleyne stood at last with his arms folded,
leaning against a tree, thinking that after this mad ebullition of
passion, he had gained the victory, and that henceforth all this was
going to be as a bygone dream.
It must have been by some occult law of attraction that deals with human
beings as inanimate objects are drawn together upon the surface of a
pond, that Rolph, in contemptuous scorn of the sedative tea that would
be on the way in Sir John's drawing-room, and holding himself free for a
little self-indulgence, took three cigars from his future
father-in-law's cabinet in the smoking-room, secured a box of matches,
and, after putting on a light overcoat and soft hat, strolled out on to
the lawn.
"Been on duty with her all day," he said, with a half laugh, "and a
fellow can't quite give himself up to petticoat government--not hers.
If it wasn't for Aldershot being so near, it would be awful."
Glynne was seated alone in the drawing-room, where the shaded lamp stood
on the side-table, deep in a book that she was reading with avidity; and
as Rolph, with his hands in his pockets, strolled round the house, he,
too, stopped to look in at the window.
"There's no nonsense about it," he said, "she is pretty--I might say
beautiful, and there isn't a girl in the regiment who comes near her."
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