The Stark Munro Letters: Being series of twelve letters written by J. Stark Munro, M.B., to his friend and former fellow-student, Herbert Swanborough, of Lowell, Massachusetts, during the years 1881-1884Doyle, Arthur Conan
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The Stark Munro Letters: Being series of twelve letters written by J. Stark Munro, M.B., to his friend and former fellow-student, Herbert Swanborough, of Lowell, Massachusetts, during the years 1881-1884
Doyle, Arthur Conan
Epistolary fiction
I refrained from writing at last, not out of ill temper, but
because I thought that if she were given time she would cool down, and
take, perhaps, a more reasonable view of the situation. My father, from
the short note which he sent me, seemed to think the whole business
absolutely irregular, and to refuse to believe my accounts of
Cullingworth’s practice and receipts. This double opposition, from the
very people whose interests had really been nearest my heart in the
whole affair, caused me to be less disappointed than I should otherwise
have been when it all came to an end. In fact, I was quite in the humour
to finish it myself when Fate did it for me.
Now about the Cullingworths. Madam is as amiable as ever; and yet
somehow, unless I am deceiving myself, she has changed somewhat of late
in her feelings towards me. I have turned upon her suddenly more than
once, and caught the skirt of a glance which was little less than
malignant. In one or two small matters I have also detected a hardness
in her which I had never observed before. Is it that I have intruded
too much into their family life? Have I come between the husband and the
wife? Goodness knows I have striven with all my little stock of tact to
avoid doing so. And yet I have often felt that my position was a false
one. Perhaps a young man attaches too much importance to a woman’s
glances and gestures. He wishes to assign a definite meaning to each,
when they may be only the passing caprice of the moment. Ah, well, I
have nothing to blame myself with; and in any case it will soon be all
over now.
And then I have seen something of the same sort in Cullingworth; but
he is so strange a being that I never attach much importance to his
variations. He glares at me like an angry bull occasionally; and then
when I ask him what is the matter, he growls out, “Oh, nothing!” and
turns on his heel. Then at other times he is so cordial and friendly
that he almost overdoes it, and I find myself wondering whether he is
not acting. It must seem ungracious to you that I should speak so of a
man who has been my benefactor; and it seems so to me also, but still
that IS the impression which he leaves upon me sometimes. It’s an
absurd idea, too; for what possible object could his wife and he have
in pretending to be amiable, if they did not really feel so? And yet you
know the feeling that you get when a man smiles with his lips and not
with his eyes.
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