The steps of life: further essays on happinessHilty, Karl
Philosophy
The steps of life: further essays on happiness
Hilty, Karl
Conduct of life; Happiness
Nevertheless, because of these things a certain sadness masters
the soul, and but few noteworthy men are to be found who have not
temporarily suffered melancholy in their youth. Even at best, they live
in the mood which Goethe depicts in the words:
_So still and thoughtful? Something is lacking; freely confess.
“Contented am I, but ’tis not well with me, nevertheless.”_
But, as every brave young soul sees, life is not given us with the
purpose that we may always be only “still and thoughtful,” nor that we
may consume ourselves in disconsolate complaints or in the pessimism
that wastes the soul’s powers. Those are the conditions that attend
transition, and must appear. A new life must spring therefrom, but one
feels, indeed, that a kind of death first lies between.
This is the surrender of the personal will, intent upon the selfish
life; this will a man renounces with so much difficulty that Calvin was
able to found upon this fact his doctrine of a formal predestination
of some to this development of his true existence, and of others to a
loss of it. But every such death, for those who bear within them the
seed of an eternal life, is not the final goal, but the means to a
new and higher development of life. Whoever is unable to hold fast to
this hope with the tenacity with which Job clung to it, and yet is no
longer able to find any satisfaction in the world of the senses, falls
now into a gloomy asceticism which is forever shovelling at his grave;
or into an idle dialogue (in diaries and letters) with his painful
dissatisfaction with the universe; or into the confused Buddhistic
longing for some Nirvana; or, finally, into one of the various other
aberrations of the human spirit, which all agree only in considering
the true way as an impossible or fantastic one.
At this point of life, for a time, the word of salvation is, Forward!
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