Danny was a companion who did not obstruct thought, but encouraged it;
and as Agatha sat resting on the stone with Danny close by, in that
quiet yard full of the noiseless ghosts of the past, her thoughts went
back to James. His unnatural eyes and restless spirit haunted her.
She thought of that other night on the water, full of heartbreaking
struggle as it was, as a happy night compared to the one which was yet
to come. She recalled their foolish talk while they were on the beach,
and smiled sadly over it. Her courage was at the ebb. She felt that
the buoyancy of spirit that had sustained them both during the night of
struggle could never revisit the wasted and disorganized body lying in
Parson Thayer's house--her house. A certain practical sense that was
strong in her rose and questioned whether she had done everything that
could be done for his welfare. She thought so. Had she not even
prayed, with all her concentration of mind and will? She heard again
Susan Stoddard's deep voice: "No striving toward God is ever lost!" In
spite of her unfaith, a sense of rest in a power larger than herself
came upon her unawares. Danny, who had wandered away, came back and
sat down heavily on the edge of her skirt, close to her. "Good Danny!"
she praised, petting him to his heart's content.
It was thus that Aleck Van Camp found them, as he came over the stile
from the house. His tones were slower and more precise than ever, but
his face was drawn and marked with anxiety. He had a careful thought
for Agatha, even in the face of his greater trouble.
"You have chosen a bad hour to wander about, Miss Redmond. The evening
dews are heavy."
"Yes, I know; Danny and I were just going home. Have you been into the
house?"
"Yes, I left Doctor Thayer there in consultation with the other
physician that came to-day. They sent me off. Old Jim--well, you know
as well as I do. With your permission, I'm going to stay the night.
I'll bunk in the hall, or anywhere. Don't think of a bed for me; I
don't want one."
"I'm glad you'll stay. It seems, somehow, as if every one helps; that
is, every one who cares for him."
"Doctor Thayer thinks there will be a change tonight, though it is
difficult to tell. Jim's family have my telegram by this time, and
they will get my letter to-morrow, probably. Anyway, I shall wait
until morning before I send another message."
The tension of their thoughts was too sharp; they turned for relief to
the scene before them, stopping at the stile to look back at the
steepled white church, standing under its spreading balm-of-Gilead tree.
"It seems strange," said Agatha, "to think that I sat out there under
that big tree as a little girl. Everything is so different now."
"Ilion, then, was once your home?"
"No, never my home, though it was once my mother's home. I used to
visit here occasionally, years and years ago."
Aleck produced his quizzical grin. "A gallant person would protest
that that is incredible."
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